(06-20-2022, 04:37 PM)Ampersnd Wrote: [ -> ]Day 17,
I'm laughing to myself because I'm finding myself constantly craving pussy. Skin to skin. No protection.
I'm bargaining with myself as to whether I'll agree to go without it with my regular girl. She's been pushing me to do it.
A couple of weeks ago I had a strict 'always-condom' policy, with the rare exception.
Using my big brain for a moment, to feel comfortable, I would have to know where she is in her cycle, as well as if she has other partners. She's told me she would hate to have kids, but who knows what good is her word should she actually turn out pregnant?
Pimps can't be too careful
Hey Ampersnd, control that horny pony. Or you will have kids or a sexual disease. Pussy, is not worth all that.
Agreed. Make sure you wrap it or she is on birth control. An unexpected kid is a lot of commitment or money payed in child support.
Just so you know, DMSI 3.5 is not designed to make you want bareback. That has to be the specifics of your energy and interactions with this specific female.
Also... and this is extremely important....
What a woman wants consciously (or says she wants) and what she wants subconsciously are two entirely different things. It doesn't matter what she says or what she consciously thinks she wants. It matters what she wants subconsciously, and you can see that in what she DOES.
She wants to get pregnant, and is not averse to you being the father, obviously. It is your responsibility to act with intent in this case; either sit her down and discuss having a kid and make it happen intentionally, or wrap that thing.
Yeah.. as I read your warnings, a wave of sobriety washed over me.
There have been no opportunities to do or not do bareback.
After that moment, I came to my senses and realized that I've been incredibly stupid these last couple of days.
Might have had a screw loose during that time.
Had a turbulent day today emotionally, in regards to how I feel I should be doing in life, etc.
It's improved throughout the day.
Day 23,
Can't believe that it's already been three weeks since starting this program.
I found out today that I have obtained the AWS Solutions Architect - Associate certificate after testing for it yesterday.
(06-26-2022, 01:19 PM)Ampersnd Wrote: [ -> ]Day 23,
Can't believe that it's already been three weeks since starting this program.
I found out today that I have obtained the AWS Solutions Architect - Associate certificate after testing for it yesterday.
Congratulations.....
Solutions Architect? Sounds awesome, congrats! Im curious what it entails
(06-26-2022, 11:07 PM)Kol Wrote: [ -> ]Solutions Architect? Sounds awesome, congrats! Im curious what it entails
It's essentially a position where you consult with a company, who's trying to build out an online application complete with hardware, databases, and data flow, and you create an architecture that can accommodate their vision. The architecture will account for security/privacy. It will grow and shrink in scale based on traffic. And it will also be cost-appropriate. A lot of factors to consider and a lot of potential configurations.
Day 25,
I haven't had much interest in approaching women or using dating apps.
I was 50-50 on approaching this gal I see at the gym; I was about to take the plunge at 51-49 but then saw that her friend went up to her to spot her, so I dropped down to 49-51 and left the gym; workout was over at that point.
Day 30,
Just cruising. No major changes.
Noticed that a young woman I had approached 4-6 weeks ago, who I could tell wasn't interested - but manifested it as appearing too shy to reciprocate my advances at the time - is now gazing at me anytime I look in her vague direction. This even happens across the length of my (large) gym.
Not sure how to interpret this. My intuition does not tell me to give it another shot.
Day 34,
It feels as though I've been allowed into 'the world of women' on an energetic level.
It's hard to explain, but it feels like I've been psychically let into their club.
It's a nice feeling; I know that this program deals with concepts of core confidence, self-worth; I honestly think that this is worth more than the actual seduction nuts and bolts.
I'm not putting on a show when I do this; I wind up saying a ton of witty and clever things in the moment, topically flirting without overdoing it. Had an older female colleague move me over, lightly touching at the hips. I had a patient ask if they could hug me before leaving; I'm feeling a fraction of the awkwardness of being 'put on the spot' for unwanted advances and having to calculate if the person is just being friendly or is expressing interest that I would play into by reciprocating.
(07-07-2022, 03:51 PM)Ampersnd Wrote: [ -> ]Day 34,
It feels as though I've been allowed into 'the world of women' on an energetic level.
It's hard to explain, but it feels like I've been psychically let into their club.
It's a nice feeling; I know that this program deals with concepts of core confidence, self-worth; I honestly think that this is worth more than the actual seduction nuts and bolts.
I'm not putting on a show when I do this; I wind up saying a ton of witty and clever things in the moment, topically flirting without overdoing it. Had an older female colleague move me over, lightly touching at the hips. I had a patient ask if they could hug me before leaving; I'm feeling a fraction of the awkwardness of being 'put on the spot' for unwanted advances and having to calculate if the person is just being friendly or is expressing interest that I would play into by reciprocating.
A most fascinating and intriguing post.
(07-07-2022, 09:25 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ] (07-07-2022, 03:51 PM)Ampersnd Wrote: [ -> ]Day 34,
It feels as though I've been allowed into 'the world of women' on an energetic level.
It's hard to explain, but it feels like I've been psychically let into their club.
It's a nice feeling; I know that this program deals with concepts of core confidence, self-worth; I honestly think that this is worth more than the actual seduction nuts and bolts.
I'm not putting on a show when I do this; I wind up saying a ton of witty and clever things in the moment, topically flirting without overdoing it. Had an older female colleague move me over, lightly touching at the hips. I had a patient ask if they could hug me before leaving; I'm feeling a fraction of the awkwardness of being 'put on the spot' for unwanted advances and having to calculate if the person is just being friendly or is expressing interest that I would play into by reciprocating.
A most fascinating and intriguing post.
Not something explicitly built into the program? Or am I wording it in a way that's different from the norm?