I was unwell for a few days, not LTU related.
I upped the volume some (still silent u.s.)
I’m still having dreams I didn’t have before doing subs, I take it as a sign that I am executing. I am now convinced that LTU6 is massively more powerful the E3. (However, I had probably ruined many E3 listening sessions because of bad speakers back then.)
A positive, emotional shift is now apparent. I am definitely more positive, have a different, more resourceful outlook on life and I feel connected to my ‘inner wisdom’, for lack of a better word.
I connected the dots and I now believe I have experienced a massive, life changing, Success/Luck TID. (It started when I pre-purchased.)
Physically, I am seeing a pattern that is the physical equivalent of what happened to my emotions when I started E3 first and LTU6 now. Shadows of old health issues are resurfacing, in a very mild way. It’s like they bubble up to the surface before, hopefully, been released. Again, very mild and short lived compared to the old problem but definitely there and recognizable as the old physical issue.
I finally found a solution to the player problem, “foobar2000” it is. All credit to my friend tolgaocal80. It has a minor visualization bug on the home screen when tinkered too much with but basically it does its job consistently. No crashes, no inexplicable interruptions. I can now start the playlist and forget about it. At last.
I want to do something else, beside this, to accelerate my growth and healing but I have to make sure it doesn’t conflict. I am open to suggestions. What do you guys do (personal process related) beside listening to subs?
Tonight will be
August 20th, Stage 1, Day 10, Cycle 2
Last night was first run of cycle 3
Today I got NOTHING done. The day started with me looking at the time, expecting it to be between 8 and 9. It was 11. By the time I was up and ... ehm.. running, half the day was gone. No big loss because I didn’t get sh*t done in the other half of the day either. I decided I would at least prepare stuff for tomorrow, but that didn’t get done either. Listen to a class then. Nope. I still have a few hours left lol.
I am a bit wired and my partner seems to be in a bad mood around me.
I had vivid dreams last night, one with a person who represents working on traumas, I take it as a sign that I am executing and working on my traumas specifically.
I’ll have to make a serious effort to make tomorrow productive. LTU goes before everything, literally, but I want to prevent getting in trouble and, especially, being overwhelmed later.
Tonight will be
August 24th, Stage 1, Day 14, Cycle 3
Yesterday something huge happened.
A person I have had zero contact with for many, many years, contacted someone I know, talking about one event way back in my past (strange, right?) His indirect message transformed what I had internalized as a very negative experience into what I now realize has been one of the luckiest events in my life. My perception had been completely poisoned by a very toxic person and that poison ate at me for 17 years or so.
Painful memories that had plagued me for almost two decades healed and transmuted into positive memories in a matter of hours.
Tonight will be
August 25th, Stage 1, Day 15, Cycle 3
(08-25-2020, 02:27 PM)fab10 Wrote: [ -> ]Yesterday something huge happened.
A person I have had zero contact with for many, many years, contacted someone I know, talking about one event way back in my past (strange, right?) His indirect message transformed what I had internalized as a very negative experience into what I now realize has been one of the luckiest events in my life. My perception had been completely poisoned by a very toxic person and that poison ate at me for 17 years or so.
Painful memories that had plagued me for almost two decades healed and transmuted into positive memories in a matter of hours.
Tonight will be
August 25th, Stage 1, Day 15, Cycle 3
That's amazing, man! Great things are happening for you. Good to hear.
Last night, Day 16 (yay, I have done over half of stage one) I had several powerful, realistic dreams. All were related to emotionally charged events in my past and/or fears. The only one I remember was about one of my biggest fears - my dog had an accident and was fighting for his life. I put my own life on the line to save him, was running to look for medical help with him in my arms... until my real dog woke me up whining.
The suffering and fear I felt during the dream were much milder than a normal nightmare would cause, and as soon as I woke up I thought ‘thank god it was only a dream’, and that was it, absolutely no panic, sweats or any post-nightmare reactions.
I noticed that I dream a lot more on louder volume, I take that’s a good sign so I’ll stick to that higher volume level (when calibrating with hybrid it’s not uncomfortable but quite loud.)
Tonight will be
August 27th, Stage 1, Day 17, Cycle 3 (ASRB2)
Tonight I’ll finish cycle 4, time is flying.
For the first time I had at least one vivid dream on an off day. I think it’s a good sign, I am executing even during ASRB2.
Then, two nights ago I had a dream so vivid and realistic that when I woke up I went to check if it had actually happened in reality.
I am very motivated to do more for my growth and healing-I signed up for a Coursera course on positive psychology and I restarted a program for personal growth that I had purchased and then dropped years ago (no affirmations or subconscious programming of course.)
Most importantly, this cycle might have healed a chronic health issue, I’ll wait a few more days to see if it doesn’t come back and then I’ll report.
Today and yesterday I have been exhausted. I’m glad ASRB2 starts tonight.
With DRS alone I was never happy when it was time to take my days off- I wanted more, I wanted constant protection but yesterday already I was thinking ’Please, I need a break.’
I finished Stage 1. In the last cycle I experienced no “side effects”, not even vivid dreams, on the contrary, all positive effects have strengthened and stabilized.
I am more positive, less angry, better able to handle stress, I feel much better physically (my chronic neck pain is gone and so is my reflux), I am more resilient emotionally and above all I am very motivated to engage in constructive and resourceful activities.
I just received terrible news: a friend of mine died of Covid, and my reaction proved how much this program (no doubt compounded with E3 before that) has improved my emotional health - I did not lock the pain up, I did not go numb but I didn’t lose it either, I am feeling the pain flow through me, shed a few tears, I feel I am handling it as well as humanly possible. I even managed, if barely, not to be passive aggressive with a common friend who made it her life mission to convince everyone that Covid is a conspiracy and nobody should wear face masks. I was, however, brave enough to slam the facts in her face- if that does not do it, nothing will and I am not going to waste any more energy on that.
I'm sorry to hear about the death of your friend. That's really sobering. I am very pleased to hear that LTU6 is working so well for you.
My condolences on the loss of your friend.
So I am absolutely sure I switched on the speakers last night, I even remember setting the volume (volume knob is also on/off) And when I woke up this morning they were switched off. Resistance?? It would not be the first time I boycott this stage.
(10-02-2020, 11:53 AM)fab10 Wrote: [ -> ]So I am absolutely sure I switched on the speakers last night, I even remember setting the volume (volume knob is also on/off) And when I woke up this morning they were switched off. Resistance?? It would not be the first time I boycott this stage.
That sort of resistance is definitely not unheard of.
I have not posted anything for the entirety of Stage 2 and Stage 3, i did not feel like it and i had little to nothing to report.
Now that the end of Stage 3 is approaching, i looked back and realized that i am significantly more motivated and less “depressed” than 2 months ago. Between Covid and my unwillingness to do anything, i didn’t go out more than once every 15 days or so, and that for over 6 months. I had everything delivered, i literally didn’t leave the house. Covid was a good excuse but the truth is i didn’t want to do anything. Most days I didn’t even dress, I would be in my pj all day, some days I didn’t shower even.
Over the last couple of weeks i found myself wanting to go out more and more, do things, not only get dressed but dress up, and that while Covid is still really bad here. I now go out and do something every day.
While it wasn’t a spectacular overnight change, it slowly refilled my life energy, my willingness to live, over several weeks, which is a very short time really.
My chronic neck pain I had gotten rid of in Stage 1 didn’t come back. That alone is worth tenfold the price of the whole package to me, last time i tried to do something about it, i spent $1000 in specialist and MRI with ZERO improvement. Over the 25 years i have been suffering from that, it must have cost me tens of thousand of dollars in doctors and drugs, lots of damage to my body and, most importantly, i was in pain almost all the time.
My heartburn came back unfortunately, but i think it’s slowly improving again.
Then, my dog was half dead, we were starting to think about putting him to sleep. Long story short, he came back to life, i wouldn’t be surprised if he lived another 10 good years. That is also an indirect result of the sub.
Bottom line - i am extremely happy with the results so far and i am excited about the upcoming stages. I know there is still a lot of work to do but i am confident that between this sub and possibly other subs later, there will be a huge improvement in my life.
Thank you Shannon, your products are transforming my life for the better, and that in just six months. I am truly excited about the upcoming months.
Edit: listening pattern
Half way through stage 3 i reduced the days off to 1 per cycle and upped the volume by one notch, because i thought that not much was happening any more.