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Quote:Dreamed of my basement - represents the subconscious. In this basement, the ceiling leaked clear water, and it got me wet. Symbolizes cleansing. Rearranged things to have more fun, played video games w/ friends and my son, smoked weed (which I don't do anymore IRL) - supposedly symbolizes spiritual cleansing.
Sub feels smooth and relaxed.
Basement usually does symbolize the subconscious, but water dripping on you from the ceiling can and often does symbolize things other than "cleansing". I would have interpreted that to mean that you are allowing yourself to start experiencing emotions that are "clear" and "pure", not murky, diseased, poisonous and/or fear-based. It getting you wet would indicate that the emotions are being experienced, not just observed.
I also disagree with "spiritual cleansing" for the other part. I think it indicates that you're making changes at a subconscious level that allow you to have more fun, relax and live your life instead of "be afraid and protect yourself from whatever you fear".
In other words, the fear is far enough gone (you have outgrown it and "purified yourself of it's taint enough) that you can start living your life without it, experience yourself without it, and have some fun and relax now.
(09-10-2020, 09:37 AM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]Quote:Dreamed of my basement - represents the subconscious. In this basement, the ceiling leaked clear water, and it got me wet. Symbolizes cleansing. Rearranged things to have more fun, played video games w/ friends and my son, smoked weed (which I don't do anymore IRL) - supposedly symbolizes spiritual cleansing.
Sub feels smooth and relaxed.
Basement usually does symbolize the subconscious, but water dripping on you from the ceiling can and often does symbolize things other than "cleansing". I would have interpreted that to mean that you are allowing yourself to start experiencing emotions that are "clear" and "pure", not murky, diseased, poisonous and/or fear-based. It getting you wet would indicate that the emotions are being experienced, not just observed.
I also disagree with "spiritual cleansing" for the other part. I think it indicates that you're making changes at a subconscious level that allow you to have more fun, relax and live your life instead of "be afraid and protect yourself from whatever you fear".
In other words, the fear is far enough gone (you have outgrown it and "purified yourself of it's taint enough) that you can start living your life without it, experience yourself without it, and have some fun and relax now.
Good points, can totally see that being the case.
Those 3 days on went quick.
Not really tired or exhausted like I was during Stage 1, so far.
I woke up early this morning to my wife whimpering in her sleep. I woke her up, as I knew she was having a nightmare. Sure enough, she dreamed that our son had left his bedroom in the middle of the night to get a toy he'd left outside. She had run downstairs because he was ringing the doorbell, and his little face was peeking through the glass of the windows alongside the front door. Outside, a fire raged (probably inspired by the fires in CA). Her stress dreams very often include the kids and/or fires. She commented yesterday that she has been feeling more stressed and experiencing a higher baseline level of general anxiety lately.
On another note, I postulated that LTU6 has "Winning Mindset." It could also possibly be "Think Like a Millionaire." My mind is on what I can do to be wealthy, lately. Very wealthy.
(09-13-2020, 04:11 AM)RTBoss Wrote: [ -> ]On another note, I postulated that LTU6 has "Winning Mindset." It could also possibly be "Think Like a Millionaire." My mind is on what I can do to be wealthy, lately. Very wealthy.
This encourages me. I've often not associated financial abundance with emotional health, as I've often thought they were very dissimilar. I had these views even when young.
However, in contrast, while using UMS I found my dissonance over wealth disappearing. I realized my emotional health directly affected my financial viewpoints. If I thought lowly of myself, wealth was used as little more than an escape, but as I got healthier mentally and emotionally, the ideas of money didn't own me, and I was open to sharing and growing it in sober and thoughtful ways.
You sharing about your recent preoccupation with cryptos encourages me. I'd not thought subliminal #13 was money related, but who knows? I'll keep reading your posts to see how your thoughts change
Also, I wonder if it's been added as a possible guide for Shannon in regards to UMS2.
I used LTU5 prior to jumping on UMS1, so maybe he'll be incorporating things learned from this. LTU6 is a six month deal, but he's working on DMSI, E4, and possible others before beginning UMS2.
From his own statements, working on DMSI might take some time. This will allow for observation of LTU6's effects.
(09-13-2020, 08:41 AM)findingme Wrote: [ -> ]Also, I wonder if it's been added as a possible guide for Shannon in regards to UMS2.
I used LTU5 prior to jumping on UMS1, so maybe he'll be incorporating things learned from this. LTU6 is a six month deal, but he's working on DMSI, E4, and possible others before beginning UMS2.
From his own statements, working on DMSI might take some time. This will allow for observation of LTU6's effects.
Yeah, man, good point. We shall see. Thanks for stopping by!
I forgot to mention that my wife was so hot sleeping two nights ago (last night of S2 C1) that she was sweating all night long. Meanwhile, me - the guy who runs hot - slept comfortably. She couldn't figure out why, because the AC was set at 68 degrees. I thought it was perfect. Then last night, first SASRB night, she was fine. She concluded the previous night was a "fluke." Haha, meanwhile I've experienced heat, as well as others, on LTU6. She still won't buy in. Bet you just love that, doncha @
Shannon 
I just started St2 this morning. No noticable heat flashes, but I have sensed UMOP that I've read about with others. It was a busy first day for me, and I'm facing some active fears and they're weakening. That's progess to me!
(09-13-2020, 11:08 AM)RTBoss Wrote: [ -> ] (09-13-2020, 08:41 AM)findingme Wrote: [ -> ]Also, I wonder if it's been added as a possible guide for Shannon in regards to UMS2.
I used LTU5 prior to jumping on UMS1, so maybe he'll be incorporating things learned from this. LTU6 is a six month deal, but he's working on DMSI, E4, and possible others before beginning UMS2.
From his own statements, working on DMSI might take some time. This will allow for observation of LTU6's effects.
Yeah, man, good point. We shall see. Thanks for stopping by!
I forgot to mention that my wife was so hot sleeping two nights ago (last night of S2 C1) that she was sweating all night long. Meanwhile, me - the guy who runs hot - slept comfortably. She couldn't figure out why, because the AC was set at 68 degrees. I thought it was perfect. Then last night, first SASRB night, she was fine. She concluded the previous night was a "fluke." Haha, meanwhile I've experienced heat, as well as others, on LTU6. She still won't buy in. Bet you just love that, doncha @Shannon
I believe that eventually, she will be unable to avoid facing the cognitive dissonance that she is perpetrating in an effort to deny the validity of subliminals. It will not be a quick result, and may require her seeing things more in line with her way of understanding things (perhaps scientific trials of MIR v4+?), but it will happen. If it's based in fear, and I'm confident that it is, then the FRM in these programs will eventually erode it enough to proceed. There's no need to gloat on my part.
Currently on 2nd night of my S2 C2 SASRB. I'm supposed to start C3 tomorrow night, but I'm gettin' the itch to run it tonight. Dunno.
I had some legitimately terrifying dreams this past cycle.
- A prominent figure, on night 2, was assassinated. I was part of the entourage. I had just radioed that the approaching person was not a threat, but then the guy pulled out a gun and shot the VIP in the back, dead. As soon as that happened, one of the security officers blew the assassins head off. I was then suddenly expected to take the VIP's place as next-in-line. Next thing I know, I'm on a space mission that turns out to somehow cause me to travel back in time and give the prominent figure a gun to protect himself, which he does, because some part of me didn't want his position.
- Night 3 was the worst (and best?). Another tornado dream (air & water - mental/emotional?). This one was a monster, in my home city. I was with my parents. I was also with my first cousins (and their kids) - whom I haven't associated with for years - and don't really see myself ever being close to again in this life. We were downtown, and this sucker appeared out-of-nowhere - easily an F4. I sprang into action, and took who I could into the closest safe space. Some people didn't listen (or were too scared), and hid wherever they could. Now, in waking life, my dad just retired. He's worked his tail off for years, and has built up a very comfortable retirement that will not only leave him and my mom wealthy, but my siblings and me a hefty inheritance some day. Anyway, in the dream, the aftermath was horrendous. Skyscrapers (one being the former tallest building in the city, and the other one of my dad's former office buildings) were bent over in half, creaking and ready to collapse any second. People were screaming and crying. I rushed to find my parents. About 100 ft. away from a body, someone stopped me and told me not to go over there. My dad was lying on the ground, dead, after something crushed his head to nothing. I could viscerally feel anguish that he would never get to enjoy the retirement and "good life" he'd worked so hard to build. I know that there's something here, symbolically, about it being my father who died, and his head specifically being crushed. That dream left me shook for the whole day.
Other than the dreams, I've had a few irritating fights with my wife. She's been overreacting to comments that normally shouldn't have caused such a response. We're good now, but there was a day we didn't speak to one another.
Still not having sex on a regular basis. Part of me is getting fed up w/ that. It's been a long time, and I don't see an end in sight, so...Something's got to give. Oh yeah, just remembered another dream from night 3...My SIL was lying next to me in a bed, and she made the first move.
Last night's dreams were much calmer - nothing terrifying, and I really don't remember any of them.
Finally, I've started to watch what I eat, and have made a conscious decision to drop weight eating more reasonably, without restricting myself to the insane levels I normally do when dieting (which has always led to a yo-yo pattern of gaining/losing weight). So that's really positive.
Hella Progress Dude. Wow!!
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(09-18-2020, 01:10 PM)RTBoss Wrote: [ -> ]Finally, I've started to watch what I eat, and have made a conscious decision to drop weight eating more reasonably, without restricting myself to the insane levels I normally do when dieting (which has always led to a yo-yo pattern of gaining/losing weight). So that's really positive.
I'm having a very similar experience. My outlook on fitness is much healthier than it has ever been. You wouldn't believe some of the extremes I've gone to in the past. I had a coworker refer to me as "obsessed" back in 2012. He was right.
Abs looked great...felt like sh*t.
Ugh. Two days ago, 5:30 AM, yesterday same. This morning? 4:30 AM. This blows.
(09-21-2020, 02:21 AM)RTBoss Wrote: [ -> ]Ugh. Two days ago, 5:30 AM, yesterday same. This morning? 4:30 AM. This blows.
Bet your wifes happy
Haha, if only!
Last night, SASRB. Woke briefly at 4:30 AM, then slept until 7:20 AM.
Made a nice chunk of money trading volatile crypto Sunday. Had fun, actually.
Eating much healthier, decided to use Noom for the next 5 months to give me some accountability, do this thing the healthy way, and cement sustainable nutrition & exercise habits.
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