Nearing the end of my 2nd or 3rd cycle of DMSI 3.3.2, just on time to experience bloom for the next 4 days as I am back in work tomorrow having had another week off.
Since using this version of DMSI I have been groped more times by girls in the past week (on the bum) than I have in the last 2 years. Yes even in the office.
I did jokingly ask if I had something written on my forehead as one girl in the office kept staring at me. Her response was "you should take me staring as a compliment".
I've also gone to sleep and woken having had many exceptionally vivid dreams pertaining to various conflicts on a few occasions. However, most times this has happened I've awoken feeling refreshed and I feel like wounded parts of my psyche are being or have been resolved.
Celebrity effect seems to work well and my social skills are at an all time high at the minute.
I heavily anticipate that the next 4 days in bloom will show much progress.
All in all so far this latest DMSI version has certainly been the most powerful out of the two that I've used. Other than the sudden influx of getting arse groped by various women, other hits were not necessarily anything outside of the norm of what I would experience, although the timing has coincided nicely with DMSI usage. I haven't really felt the aura heat up for many days so this brings me much excitement to see what 8 days worth of powerful subconscious reprogramming will do for me once execution is in force.
I am using DMSI Hybrid Tricking Stream through speakers with my loops during sleep.
Seems you're executing well brother, DMSI has been good good to me too although a lot more internal stuff atm. Confidence is at all time high right now
When I start getting groped on the ass I'll take that as a great sign
Is it normal for women to walk around groping men’s asses where you are?
Quote:Since using this version of DMSI I have been groped more times by girls in the past week (on the bum) than I have in the last 2 years. Yes even in the office.
I'm sorry to hear that you've become an object to women, that they only think of you as a bum on legs and don't consider that you also have goals, desires, dreams, hobbies and a personality.
(10-20-2019, 09:43 AM)LiquidMind Wrote: [ -> ]Seems you're executing well brother, DMSI has been good good to me too although a lot more internal stuff atm. Confidence is at all time high right now
When I start getting groped on the ass I'll take that as a great sign
Glad to hear its going well for you
Yeah it's certainly not the norm for me
(10-20-2019, 11:47 AM)Paul1131 Wrote: [ -> ]Is it normal for women to walk around groping men’s*****where you are?
Most certainly not in my experience
(10-20-2019, 02:26 PM)Benjamin Wrote: [ -> ]Quote:Since using this version of DMSI I have been groped more times by girls in the past week (on the bum) than I have in the last 2 years. Yes even in the office.
I'm sorry to hear that you've become an object to women, that they only think of you as a bum on legs and don't consider that you also have goals, desires, dreams, hobbies and a personality.
Indeed it's a sad world we live in
Some flirting from an older lady who's high up in the company and randy look in her eyes. Toward the end of the working day I got insanely angry and tense which lasted for hours. At the same time my head was really hot for 2 hours as if the aura or sniper or whatever it is that always seems to have this effect when I run DMSI was firing hard. Had a bad mood and lots of anger toward the end of the day triggered by a spontaneous heated argument with a new manager but certainly not the true inner cause of said anger.
Found myself confidently flirting fairly sexually with a coworker at some points too.
Whatever this vicious anger and depression was that lasted for 2-3 hours this evening I do believe is caused primarily by something my subconscious is working out. I got the rage out at the gym though and hit some PRs.
Actually the past 2 days I've been experiencing some rapid shifts in attitude which have caused a lot of depression/rage and other unpleasant emotions. Yesterday I found myself fully shit testing a senior manager who's only a little older than me in front of a girl he wanted to impress. He's done it to me before and made little comments and such to put me down in front of girls and without thinking I found myself in a mini battle of wits with him yesterday morning.
DMSI seems to be building inner status beliefs of steel which are beginning to show.
Added:
Really interesting to note, having read through others' DMSI journals, that others seem to be experiencing a lot of intense uprooting and internal change during this period of days off.
Noticed much more unpredictable behaviour from me towards women at work. Like hot/cold or push/pull to the extreme with even less boundaries and less giving a fuck. Sexual jokes and teasing turned up a notch from me too. Response seems positive as the girls in question are responding well.
Found a friend request from a hot girl I was gonna bang a year ago.
After the first couple days in bloom where I was moody I started executing a lot more naturally and experiencing more flirtations and IOIs.
Back on loop.
Interest in and desire to watch pornography diminished 100% these past weeks.
Much more consistent and willing to invest in regular grooming (more frequent haircuts, experimenting to find the best hair products, shaving, eyebrows, mewing, overall looks maxing) whereas before when I wasn't lifting for a year I sort of let myself go and became a less attractive version of myself. I mentioned in previous a DMSI journal (I believe) that reading Higher Status by Jason Capital kicked it all off by consciously focusing on my posture, body language, eye contact, speed of head and eye movement, vocal tonality and voice depth. Months down the line I still focus on improving these aspects but they are finally much more habitual and naturalised.
Again I quote:
It is easier to act your way into a new way of thinking than to think your way into a new way of acting.
The other day I went shopping and bought suits for work and much more stylish and fashionable winter clothes to up my style game too to go along with my other gainz. It feels good to be on top of your game on all aspects of life and to maximise your genetic potential as a man.
I've found that I'm easily able to maintain my position in the top two on my sales team currently without any need for money subs, only through occasional visualisation. Although money is a long term goal of mine, I feel currently more drawn to the personality and status/sexual magnetism benefits DMSI brings. Adding on to that fact, my current position in the top two of a now 20 man sales department also brings much self esteem, underlying respect and an element of status at work.
These past days listening to my loops seems to feel more about naturalising and processing certain mental changes to do with inner self esteem, discipline, genuine self love and positively reframing girls' comments to be advances. There have still been increases in IOIs from various females, some of whom I'm not even consciously interested in nor particularly attracted to, interestingly enough.
Again, I only usually seem to feel the "aura" heating up towards the last 3 hours of the working day (I know I always reference it at work but that's where I tend to be around a variety of females most of the time plenty of whom are sufficiently attractive which could be why the aura is firing at those times). And again, to reiterate, I mainly get the intense burning heat in my head. If anybody else could chime in their reports on the aura, when it fires and where they feel it that would be helpful.
Looking forward to the rest of my loops and to see what next bloom brings.
Ciao!
P.S.
I hope I am not in violation of any rules with the following post, and I will try to keep this report as vague as possible in my effort not to do so:
The scripting to counter-act effects of intoxicating substances seems to work incredibly well for me, and being a bit of a work hard play hard type, I can attest that I have had more than numerous opportunities, ways and scenarios in which to realise this.
Daringness, kino, escalation, unwavering inner confidence, rapport, authoritative tonality, challenging.
These are all the appropriate adjectives which describe my results and things I've noticed seemingly increase twofold or more overnight in terms of my interactions with women today.