Subliminal Talk

Difficulty sleeping tonight and my mind's been wandering through a lot of shit. Come to the realization I genuinely haven't had the capacity for any love or real emotional bonding with any women since my ex of two years ago that I went through a bad breakup with. After a string of heartbreaks and unrequited loves, some of which became obsessions which would last for years, I allowed myself to fall in love with a girl and had my best and longest relationship yet with her. Could see a future together and I've have done anything for her. Alas it came to a messy end when she broke up with me and I cut contact with her a few short months after due to not getting over it.

Where I thought time would heal it hasn't and you just harden yourself emotionally and become more blocked off/in denial and out of touch with your own emotions after awhile. Truth be told I've been a pretty cold and detached individual since then, even more so than my natural personality type makes me already.

It swings both ways though as I'm sure she still feels something towards me as she still follows me on Insta whereas I don't follow her and she watches all my Instagram stories every single day.

Nonetheless this E3 module seems to be bringing this shit up to the surface again for catharsis. I had no idea previous heartbreaks were still affecting me to this day or could somehow be blocking my path to prosperity and attracting riches. I suppose in that sense we are realising that a holistic approach seems to be the best one for manifesting abundance. Feel pretty sensitive and and a teensy bit sad at the minute over all of this. Some of the first real human emotions I've had in a long while. Beyond thrill seeking/adrenaline I haven't really experienced much genuine inner joy in months, and I believe that true spiritual and pure happiness is a requirement for manifesting riches.

I have spent many years working through issues relating to confidence, social success and status, being attractive to women, motivation, the ability to be a functional and successful member of society, as well as anger/depression and mood swings and attained a good degree of mastery over these but never truly solved the deep-seated belief in my subconscious mind about being unworthy of true lasting love and commitment from a member of the opposite sex. If this sub can solve that issue and transmute that belief in the process of bringing me wealth, even better. Perhaps I'll one day find true love and not die alone after all. I have met many a lonely old man in some of the pubs I frequent and it's a sad sight.

Been really on edge all day today. I get like this sometimes. Moody, snappy, irritable and really chatty and extroverted at the same time.

Today's something else though. An intense inner feeling of dissatisfaction. Something yearning inside of me to prove myself to the world and amass recognition, love, respect, fame, glory.

Maybe that inner part of me that's always made me go out of my way to strive to be more is that's holding me back somewhat. Or maybe it's the trait that all great people share.

Either way, the E3 module definitely seems to be shaking things up a bit inside. Some changes are happening and quickly.

Note that I slept many hours last night and woke up tired and felt like that all day.

This week's bloom effect seems so far to be really varied and full of surprises. I'm feeling like a super confident god, ready to take drastic action and since coming home have done nothing but think about and research ideas for making money on the side. All seems possible now to soon have another $2000, $3000, $5000, $10000 build up in income over the next few months with some of the ideas forming in my head right now...

With that kind of income on the side, with minimal work required, what can't be done..?

Right so today my vibe's been over the moon. Had an easy time on sales and raked in some decent income. Went to buy lunch and was making the girl in the petrol station crack up at my every joke. Then I purchased my food and told the cashier that I'm feeling lucky and to get me a scratch card (scratch lottery ticket for americans, don't know what you guys call them), she asked which one so I said I'll get the most expensive one because I know I'm going to win. Went to the car and scratched it off and doubled my ROI, went straight back in to cash it and they're both like o_O lol

Tonight has me questioning the future of our society and whether it's even a world I'd want to even bring kids into after having read a couple article's detailing a case in the U.S. whereby people who specifically donated the cadaver's of dead relatives for medical research have had said relatives bodies blown up, or worse, a woman's head having been sown on to a man's body in a sick Frankenstein style experiment.

Eerily reminded me of how Planned Parenthood got caught harvesting and profiteering from dead babies' organs and basically got away with it.

What kind of sick and depraved society do we live in now where these violations of trust and complete lack of respect for sanctity of life are now commonplace and thought of as ordinary?

I'm far from being a man of religion but sometimes I feel like societally we're changing too quickly and losing any sort of touch with basic moral principles in favour of more progressive and decadent behaviours.

I agree with ascending mankind's potential both scientifically, spiritually and physically, but without any real basic shared values, we're a lost cause and heading toward some sort of sick blissful dystopia. Like a black mirror episode in real life.

It's a dark world we live in at times, and an even darker interstice for one to observe.

Another easy day in sales. Made a ridiculous amount of money compared to everyone else compared to the number of sales I put on. My average sale was just making such an unusual amount of money.

My main ex from a couple years ago that I mentioned I suddenly started thinking of a couple posts ago suddenly started messaging me all interested in catching up, saying how she suddenly thinks it's a good time for us to "make sure we're both alright" and wanting to know what I'm doing these days, and has been trying to validate herself to me with her job position and the company she works for. Really strange. Wondering if UMS healing has had a part in it. Really really surreal and odd...

Been on holiday for the past week so I've had 2 weeks off UMS.

Now on my 2nd day back on it and going to run the recommended 3 days on 1 loop each and 5-7 days off.

2 other exes have strangely reached out to me since my last post, both of which have boyfriends. Not sure what to make of it but all I can speculate is that a large factor in my subconscious blocking me from achieving wealth was strongly connected and related so a self-image/paradigm blocking me from having love/relationship success throughout my life.

Maybe in the mind of The All abundance is abundance end of? And UMS realigning anti abundance beliefs is simply providing me/us with abundance in all areas?

Interesting sub this, certainly the most powerful and can't wait for the newest version of DMSI as it's for sure going to blow our socks off (or the ladies/guys pants around us) judging by these ludicrous power levels.

Felt absolutely incredible first few hours of my shift today. Came in so confident and radiating so much happiness, joy, humour, and idgaf attitude I felt it was magnetic and made me sexy as fuark.

Felt the desire to run a 2nd loop tonight to top up my levels so I'm following my intuition and doing just that.

Had an easy time at work today making many sales. My vocal tonality has improved drastically. I've really been working hard every single day on being non monotonous and varying my tonality, pitch, and speed as Jason Capital recommends so as to have a higher status voice which people enjoy listening to and don't tune out on, while at the same time making sure to end most phrases on neutral rapport tones and eliminating rapport seeking tones (where the tone goes up in pitch at the end of a sentence or question). It's hard sometimes to focus on so many aspects of perfect tonality at once but I know eventually, after many months, it will kick in and become habitual. Just like my posture is starting to, like my walk is beginning to, like my tongue posture is beginning to.

I've noticed since starting this sub my tonality when I'm on the phone to customers has gone from sounding previously really grumpy, abrasive and disinterested to one of being super super courteous, nice and respectful. Like I could do no wrong in their eyes how kind I sound on the phone now - that part of it seems to be a natural effect of this sub as it pertains to my sales skills and its something I notice me doing even when I'm miles away mentally.

Safe to say I finished top of the leaderboard today both in terms of total sales units and total income.

Friends seem more generous towards me and I woke up from a really drunk night out the other day with some money one had given me.

I did have a falling out with a manager the other day after he tried to tell me off for going to the bathroom toward end of shift and I pretty much told him to shove it and went anyway. Nothing worse than being micro managed. Especially when your inner belief and self respect is at high status male levels; it's not something I tolerate from anybody. Safe to say he pulled me in for a meeting about it and I argued my case ardently but the guy's a narcissist and doesn't have any opinion other than his own. We did settle the dispute and he's not been the same with me since but he'll get over it and adjust. I think some people are just so used to having the stronger frame than others (most are weak minded) that when they meet someone with an equally strong or stronger frame they don't like it and take it as an ego insult (narcissistic/machiavellian personality types).



Sometimes I feel this sub has LTU type effects as I've been busy in my little free time working on improving looks, hygiene, tidiness and organisation, and want to work on improving fitness, health, and my dating/seduction game too now.

Has anyone here ever read King/Warrior/Magician/Lover? I've spent the last year enjoying being out of debt and indulging in pleasures like food, relaxing, tv shows, drinks, drugs, socialisation etc. Now I feel like I'm moving out of that lover phase and into a king/warrior type phase where I'm ready to go hard again at self improvement across multiple facets of my life. Bearing in mind I had a week off then another week off whilst on holiday so I've probably only done less than 10 loops of this sub still. There's plenty more on its way.

Loving the Powerful Progress!! Go High Status Man!!!

(08-17-2019, 10:45 AM)ncbeareatingman Wrote: [ -> ]Loving the Powerful Progress!! Go High Status Man!!!

Thanks man! High status only, no limiting beliefs allowed here!

(08-17-2019, 10:38 AM)PDjunkie Wrote: [ -> ]Sometimes I feel this sub has LTU type effects as I've been busy in my little free time working on improving looks, hygiene, tidiness and organisation, and want to work on improving fitness, health, and my dating/seduction game too now.

Funny you say that because LTU pushed me to study game/seduction, and on UMS I'm motivated to eat more healthy, even more so than LTU.

(08-17-2019, 10:38 AM)PDjunkie Wrote: [ -> ]Had an easy time at work today making many sales. My vocal tonality has improved drastically. I've really been working hard every single day on being non monotonous and varying my tonality, pitch, and speed as Jason Capital recommends so as to have a higher status voice which people enjoy listening to and don't tune out on, while at the same time making sure to end most phrases on neutral rapport tones and eliminating rapport seeking tones (where the tone goes up in pitch at the end of a sentence or question). It's hard sometimes to focus on so many aspects of perfect tonality at once but I know eventually, after many months, it will kick in and become habitual. Just like my posture is starting to, like my walk is beginning to, like my tongue posture is beginning to.

I've noticed since starting this sub my tonality when I'm on the phone to customers has gone from sounding previously really grumpy, abrasive and disinterested to one of being super super courteous, nice and respectful. Like I could do no wrong in their eyes how kind I sound on the phone now - that part of it seems to be a natural effect of this sub as it pertains to my sales skills and its something I notice me doing even when I'm miles away mentally.

Safe to say I finished top of the leaderboard today both in terms of total sales units and total income.

Friends seem more generous towards me and I woke up from a really drunk night out the other day with some money one had given me.

I did have a falling out with a manager the other day after he tried to tell me off for going to the bathroom toward end of shift and I pretty much told him to shove it and went anyway. Nothing worse than being micro managed. Especially when your inner belief and self respect is at high status male levels; it's not something I tolerate from anybody. Safe to say he pulled me in for a meeting about it and I argued my case ardently but the guy's a narcissist and doesn't have any opinion other than his own. We did settle the dispute and he's not been the same with me since but he'll get over it and adjust. I think some people are just so used to having the stronger frame than others (most are weak minded) that when they meet someone with an equally strong or stronger frame they don't like it and take it as an ego insult (narcissistic/machiavellian personality types).



Sometimes I feel this sub has LTU type effects as I've been busy in my little free time working on improving looks, hygiene, tidiness and organisation, and want to work on improving fitness, health, and my dating/seduction game too now.

Has anyone here ever read King/Warrior/Magician/Lover? I've spent the last year enjoying being out of debt and indulging in pleasures like food, relaxing, tv shows, drinks, drugs, socialisation etc. Now I feel like I'm moving out of that lover phase and into a king/warrior type phase where I'm ready to go hard again at self improvement across multiple facets of my life. Bearing in mind I had a week off then another week off whilst on holiday so I've probably only done less than 10 loops of this sub still. There's plenty more on its way.

I learnt tons from being a telephone operator over the years about how ones voice tonality, speech patterns etc have a lot of power to influence.

Defo LTU effects here too. Its also like Max Alpha - like King in KWML. - Not read KWML but contemplated each one in turn for a long time.