06-17-2019, 04:46 AM
For some people, the subconscious seeks comfort from fears in eating. E3 has no aura. So this means you are slowly but surely facing your fears. And with that amount of difficulty sleeping, E3 is working on some doozies.
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06-17-2019, 04:46 AM
06-17-2019, 10:13 AM
(06-17-2019, 04:30 AM)CatMan Wrote: [ -> ]Day 42 of E3.
Short update time!
-For the last 8 days, have had an extremely serious medical situation with a parent. Life threatening. Looks like things will be okay soon, I look forward to being able to pick them up and take them home this week. Maybe a couple more days if all goes well. It's been exhausting aiding them, round the clock which is necessary.
-Have obviously set aside business concerns mostly while dealing with this. However, I've noticed a strange fear I had over time to do with business, has been lifted and I've been allowed to take action on something I hesitated on for a long time. That was good! And long overdue, really. Looking forward to taking things to the next level with that, finally.
-Have almost no interest in social media, chasing women in general etc. I'm glad for that continuing on this program. Focusing on myself, my family, my business concerns, is necessary. And naturally the focus of this script won't have you "chasing skirts" anyway. I don't think they've been a good investment of my time, energy and money so far anyway. Maybe someday they can bring some value, but it's been readily apparent that hasn't been the case so far in my life, and they've just been a time/money/energy sink with no benefit in return to me, as written about before.
-Periodic dreams that can be related to the script occurring that I recall. Fear-related stuff etc., overcoming things I perceive to be scary in the beginning, or them morphing into something that isn't nearly as dire or serious etc. Not too much dreaming to do with girls yet, but a couple have occurred so on some level it seems to be getting to that stuff.
-Sleep is still difficult to reliably get on this sub. That can be frustrating at times. Just pushing onward. It's definitely way better than the start, where I wouldn't get sleep for like 2 days at a time often! That was insane! But better than THAT...is still pretty bad. Usually, at best I'll get like a few hours at a time.
-Brain fog a lot. I wake up feeling groggy or tired and that lingers throughout the day. Mentally, I don't have a ton of energy still. I'm thinking maybe I need to factor in some breaks, like weekends off or something to try to see if that fixes this issue. We'll see, I'll think about it.
-Hunger pangs are constant on this sub. It's nuts and a real concern, annoying too while doing intermittent fasting as it's constantly ruining your fasting! It causes me to wrestle it to make sure I keep my weight relatively in check where I got it to a few years ago, when I lost 65 pounds and have been so proud of that. For example, this morning, 2-3 hours ago, I ate 3 Aeros...THREE...AEROS...and my stomach is again grumbling like mad. It's crazy. No idea what is the purpose for all these calories being sourced as there isn't an "aura" to power or anything. I'm keeping a close eye on my weight, I'm not letting it get out of hand again.
I think that's about it for now. Hope you're all well. Thought it was time for an update.
The hunger pangs were horrible for me on E3 too in addition to some other GI issues.
06-18-2019, 10:19 PM
That's progress right there.
07-08-2019, 10:53 PM
Update, 60 days of E3:
-Sleeping patterns are still awful. Massive con on this program. Makes it very hard to maintain obligations. I can't seem to sleep properly on it, no matter how or when I listen. The sleep pattern, is always spotty and unreliable. It's so strange, it's like...I'm "exhausted", but either totally alert, or JUST enough alertness, that I can't relax enough to go to sleep. I'm not able to somehow often. It's aggravating. Weird in-between states sensation taking place.
-Hunger pangs continue, extreme, ravenous hunger. It's insane. At most, I gain a few pounds temporarily, then it seems to get very quickly burned off (somehow). All those dump truck loads of calories are going SOMEWHERE...?...
-I've planned to stay on E3 until DMSI, because I wanted to continue on E3 and it's goal, I see value in it.
Now...onto the weird stuff:
-Fears about girls are decreasing noticeably. But desire for them is almost non-existent. I just don't seem to be bothered that much for awhile now to be honest, as I've written about before. I guess I'm just tired of chasing endlessly for nothing in return. My main focus seems to be my business, and expanding things. Ie. business and money.
-Recently, last couple weeks or so, I've weirdly been more focused on business and money-making in my company, and otherwise. Some things I just didn't bother getting started with, even though I knew they could be profitable, I suddenly have taken action on with intensity. Also, I've had a sense where certain things I thought were out of reach in my business earnings, and "career" as an entrepreneur, are suddenly looking extremely attainable now...some are a bit surprising to see such a sudden attainability in them.
Now, I was confused as to why I've had such a reaction in my business life. I chalked it up to E3 at the time...
HOWEVER...I then read UMS's sales page, and received quite a shock. UMS HAS E3 IN IT! Could that be why I felt all this beforehand? That since it has E3, I would choose to try it as I wanted to keep using E3, so perhaps that switch to UMS now, would benefit me in the past? That thing people call TID? Well...I don't know if I buy that, however, since it does have E3, I have switched since release day.
I figure it'll only be like a month before DMSI comes, but this is still worth a try. I will give it a good test, for it's goals themselves, as well as the technology in it, to report for Shannon, to help DMSI improve. I wouldn't have switched if it didn't have E3, I would've stayed with E3 itself.
I have HUGE reservations about the ASRB2, I admit. I'm VERY skeptical 1 loop for 8 days will do anything tangible. We'll see if I can garner anything from this sub. Since I have an established company, even slight changes in output, can yield massive results at scale. That and H&C aspects around projects I described earlier make this an interesting test for me. So, this should be intriguing.
That's all for this journal, folks!
-Sleeping patterns are still awful. Massive con on this program. Makes it very hard to maintain obligations. I can't seem to sleep properly on it, no matter how or when I listen. The sleep pattern, is always spotty and unreliable. It's so strange, it's like...I'm "exhausted", but either totally alert, or JUST enough alertness, that I can't relax enough to go to sleep. I'm not able to somehow often. It's aggravating. Weird in-between states sensation taking place.
-Hunger pangs continue, extreme, ravenous hunger. It's insane. At most, I gain a few pounds temporarily, then it seems to get very quickly burned off (somehow). All those dump truck loads of calories are going SOMEWHERE...?...
-I've planned to stay on E3 until DMSI, because I wanted to continue on E3 and it's goal, I see value in it.
Now...onto the weird stuff:
-Fears about girls are decreasing noticeably. But desire for them is almost non-existent. I just don't seem to be bothered that much for awhile now to be honest, as I've written about before. I guess I'm just tired of chasing endlessly for nothing in return. My main focus seems to be my business, and expanding things. Ie. business and money.
-Recently, last couple weeks or so, I've weirdly been more focused on business and money-making in my company, and otherwise. Some things I just didn't bother getting started with, even though I knew they could be profitable, I suddenly have taken action on with intensity. Also, I've had a sense where certain things I thought were out of reach in my business earnings, and "career" as an entrepreneur, are suddenly looking extremely attainable now...some are a bit surprising to see such a sudden attainability in them.
Now, I was confused as to why I've had such a reaction in my business life. I chalked it up to E3 at the time...
HOWEVER...I then read UMS's sales page, and received quite a shock. UMS HAS E3 IN IT! Could that be why I felt all this beforehand? That since it has E3, I would choose to try it as I wanted to keep using E3, so perhaps that switch to UMS now, would benefit me in the past? That thing people call TID? Well...I don't know if I buy that, however, since it does have E3, I have switched since release day.
I figure it'll only be like a month before DMSI comes, but this is still worth a try. I will give it a good test, for it's goals themselves, as well as the technology in it, to report for Shannon, to help DMSI improve. I wouldn't have switched if it didn't have E3, I would've stayed with E3 itself.
I have HUGE reservations about the ASRB2, I admit. I'm VERY skeptical 1 loop for 8 days will do anything tangible. We'll see if I can garner anything from this sub. Since I have an established company, even slight changes in output, can yield massive results at scale. That and H&C aspects around projects I described earlier make this an interesting test for me. So, this should be intriguing.
That's all for this journal, folks!
07-09-2019, 12:56 AM
Enjoy UMS.
Still, take heed that the E3 is UMS is primed at achieving the goals of UMS, so it's probably not as all-encompassing as E3 solo.
Still, take heed that the E3 is UMS is primed at achieving the goals of UMS, so it's probably not as all-encompassing as E3 solo.
07-09-2019, 02:30 AM
Sounds like good progress for the most part.
I wonder if the hunger is some deep fears being hit upon, or other emotions possibly since alot of eating is emotional in that way. As E3 isn't using food to power anything like DMSI for example.
It's hard to wrap my head around the 1 day on 7 days off too, but it's also very cool and I look forward to seeing how it goes for everyone.
Keep in mind the like Have at Ye said E3 in UMS isn't the same, it's only focused on the goals.
I wonder if the hunger is some deep fears being hit upon, or other emotions possibly since alot of eating is emotional in that way. As E3 isn't using food to power anything like DMSI for example.
It's hard to wrap my head around the 1 day on 7 days off too, but it's also very cool and I look forward to seeing how it goes for everyone.
Keep in mind the like Have at Ye said E3 in UMS isn't the same, it's only focused on the goals.
Shannon Wrote:The program is designed to bring you into ultra monetary success. USLM 4.1 and E3 in UMS are aimed specifically at the goals of UMS. So you will be picking an initial goal to work towards for achieving ultra monetary success, nothing else.
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