Subliminal Talk

Day 176

I'm surprised how long I've been listening to this sub. This is the second set through it and then I'm going to take a couple months off and then come back again. So far, either the masked is much more subtle or it's not as effective as the hybrid. I honestly don't know.

I've also been feeling more tired the last few days and have some things I've been procrastinating. I can't figure out why I keep putting it off but I am. Money is also starting to get a bit tighter but not so much it's a problem. I just wish I'd hear back from some of the places I'm applying.  Think I'll make sure I do another round of applying to places and looking for new adverts tomorrow. The dog though has been fun, even if she gets into things she shouldn't. Still a lucky find, even if the loss of the last one was devastating. Still occasionally hurts to think about but I'm coping and it doesn't hurt as much to think about. Well, my last post on this thread for a while, other than answering questions, will be Friday. I may make a note to myself to come back after a month for a final "this is the aftereffects" time and reflection. Then I'm going to take a couple months off and then come back for this sub.

I know I still have a lot to get in order but I personally get tired of having to listen to subs at night and frustration builds up at dealing with my headphones and the wire getting caught on things when I'm getting ready to sleep while also making sure I don't start too late because I don't want the subs to be interrupted by morning alarms because I need to get up at certain times to take care of certain things.

Well, this is Day 180.

Not sure what to say, tbh. Never really felt the luck aspect and I’m not sure how much has been dealt with. I’ll probably go for another round in a few months. I’ll be doing the hybrid from now on when I do run it because it really doesn’t feel like the masked has much effect and the ultrasonic is just impossible for me to balance. I have to run the hybrid at a lower volume but I think that’s just me finding the right volume for the ultrasonic part, which I seem more sensitive to.

Think I’ll relax now and not worry about making sure I start the loops by a certain time or that I have to be extra careful with my headphone cord because it wants to get stuck on everything. I’m also feeling kind of tired but that’s more lack of sleep than the loops. Well, any questions from anyone? Otherwise I’ll be back at the when of September for a reflection post after the bloom presumably has run.