wm2 so far so good

[Darkness]

i cant wait till this days comes ... will six G allow you to build singel stage alpha or magnet subs because it can take more information...

today i feel totaly worthless.... although i have a great time laughing and joking with my female co workers... also a girl stared like 20 mins to me.... but i have no confidence regarding pick up...
i feel ugly and creepy...


feeling so depressed i wrote my ex:

me: i dont know what you want from me, i cant give you anthing
me: i am just a man full of complexes nothing more
her: you gave me what every women wants
me: and thats what?
her: happines and security
her: while i had you i felt like nothing can hurt me


its amazing how you can be the most pathetic shit during am and still get validation from women...

however i see that my foundation was weak for all the magnet subs...

i dont know if i will do the last stages for 66 days ech... it seems that a plateaus is reached after day 45---- i think 2 runs are a better choice... maybe i will just do the last 2 stages for 32 days and move on...

i will make a poll and let you guys decide what you want me to do next: am5 (rerun), am6 or sm2

I think you should am6 twice because I felt the same way at the end of sm3 I felt my foundation was weak, then after you run wm2 to kill any neediness left and am6 again and then sm3 to finish