(05-24-2014, 12:42 AM)AfzalG Wrote: I choosed to do wm to get more social and because of my misogonynistic fews i noticed i have.
Also i want to improve my dating and flriting skills and have more freedom to choose. I enjoy the effects of wm it makes mw feel good and is less demanding and causing less resistence within me.
Yesterday i went clubbing everyone was very very very nice to me...the men called me "monsieur" and the women asked if they can sit at my table. One girl asked me if I am an mma fighter, i said no and asked "do i look like one" she said "yes you do". Then she continued to ask me what i work, didnt want to tell her anything. And then she began to tell me that she is also doing criminal things and is very interested to know what i do, and that i scare her. She said she would like me to come next friday to get to know her "beautiful female friends" and asked me if i am single, she was so interested that it almost scared me, she said i look like a man who knows a lot of beautiful women and that i should come to help her choose some girls which will work for her lol. I didnt want to tell her anything about me because i dont want to have contact with criminals, she said she thinks that i and my friend are big in buisness lol. And that i look cute although my aura scares her... She said she has a lot of contacts with the "mafia" and that she wants to introduce me to some poeple. I said that i am not intersted in this, and she said that she thinks that i must be a millionaire or something like this lol. At the end we took some shots with her and she asked for my number i said that i dont give my number away, and she said so type in mines in your cellphone, i said "just write it down on a piece of paper i´ll call you". While leaving my friend said "wtf was this?" i said i dont know man but i didnt buy shanons subs to get in the mafia lol . =D
Also girls with boyfriends and are turning their heads to me like in the film exorcist lol, poeple old and young, male and female are starring at me like i am an alien lol. My dreams are very vivid and i am learning a lot about me while sleeping i feel less tired than with sm.