DAY 1-9 STAGE 1
Today is the mark of the 9th day running BASE. Overall i am very happy with the sub. I got some minor yet important strategy insights that i didnt have before or i didnt bother working on them. My new schedule is much better than before which helps the routine
I will start with the negative i had and let the positive aspects in the end because i like to close in a more optimistic way
-I feel exhausted. My sleep quality is really bad. Even though i always used to sleep 5-6 hours i felt rested(no alarms ever) I took a nap every day, i never did that before
-I dont have the high feeling anymore. I assume it was from USLM and not from BASE
-I always have a light pressure in my ears even though I listen through speakers
-I miss USLM. I feel like a retard now that I am writing this but I think it was a mistake to switch from USLM and I dont really know what to do because I like BASE but I have this hole that I need USLM. What holds me back from using USLM is a) I want to do it properly now so I will take one week off and I like using a sub every day b) I would like to try new LTU and I dont really want to take 35 days off to switch subs c) State shifting in USLM could be a pain in the ass because I was thinking to buy Sleep magic in order to improve my sleep
-I feel kinda down the last 7 days
-I lost a big pot worth of 18000$ while I was favourite 75%
-I have insane negative talk inside my head. I feel the poison in my thoughts and I dont like this. I dont know why, i am a very positive person but lately i feel like i am a piece of shit with the thoughts i have
Positive
Many many positive aspects
-Those nine days I am up 9000$. Again its nothing compare to the stakes I am playing but everything is baby steps. I have to consider that I lost this big pot and I could easily be up 27000$
-My relationship with the other highstake player I am working improved.
-My focus the first 7 days was skyrocketing while the last two days dropped which is my fault
-I adjusted my schedule and i like it much more
-I got the thinking of working some minor yet important tournament stages
-Even though I did two binge days instead of one my weight dropped due to the fact I am hitting the gym near every day. Before subs my weight would be the same
My productivity is the highest I ever had
I think I might got a bit affected that Shannon is writing that 5.5g is much more powerful and I didnt get the high feeling the last days from BASE which was a huge dissapointment. I am considering to swtich to USLM again. If I do I will do it properly. Take one week off from BASE 5g and focus one USLM. My only counter thought is that I might want to try LTU or DMSI 3.3 when they get released. I would appreciate to read any insights
Today is the mark of the 9th day running BASE. Overall i am very happy with the sub. I got some minor yet important strategy insights that i didnt have before or i didnt bother working on them. My new schedule is much better than before which helps the routine
I will start with the negative i had and let the positive aspects in the end because i like to close in a more optimistic way
-I feel exhausted. My sleep quality is really bad. Even though i always used to sleep 5-6 hours i felt rested(no alarms ever) I took a nap every day, i never did that before
-I dont have the high feeling anymore. I assume it was from USLM and not from BASE
-I always have a light pressure in my ears even though I listen through speakers
-I miss USLM. I feel like a retard now that I am writing this but I think it was a mistake to switch from USLM and I dont really know what to do because I like BASE but I have this hole that I need USLM. What holds me back from using USLM is a) I want to do it properly now so I will take one week off and I like using a sub every day b) I would like to try new LTU and I dont really want to take 35 days off to switch subs c) State shifting in USLM could be a pain in the ass because I was thinking to buy Sleep magic in order to improve my sleep
-I feel kinda down the last 7 days
-I lost a big pot worth of 18000$ while I was favourite 75%
-I have insane negative talk inside my head. I feel the poison in my thoughts and I dont like this. I dont know why, i am a very positive person but lately i feel like i am a piece of shit with the thoughts i have
Positive
Many many positive aspects
-Those nine days I am up 9000$. Again its nothing compare to the stakes I am playing but everything is baby steps. I have to consider that I lost this big pot and I could easily be up 27000$
-My relationship with the other highstake player I am working improved.
-My focus the first 7 days was skyrocketing while the last two days dropped which is my fault
-I adjusted my schedule and i like it much more
-I got the thinking of working some minor yet important tournament stages
-Even though I did two binge days instead of one my weight dropped due to the fact I am hitting the gym near every day. Before subs my weight would be the same
My productivity is the highest I ever had
I think I might got a bit affected that Shannon is writing that 5.5g is much more powerful and I didnt get the high feeling the last days from BASE which was a huge dissapointment. I am considering to swtich to USLM again. If I do I will do it properly. Take one week off from BASE 5g and focus one USLM. My only counter thought is that I might want to try LTU or DMSI 3.3 when they get released. I would appreciate to read any insights
Einstein himself once said, “It is not that I am so smart, it’s that I stick with problems longer.”
Everyone wants to be a diamond but no one wants to get cut
Everyone wants to be a diamond but no one wants to get cut
