poker player into BASE

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I dont know how much USLM was working. It was working because i got the high feeling that i really enjoyed. I didnt feel or become more successful or lucky. I dont want to write that it didnt work because i might get more lucky/successful if i use the sub for three months. What i mean is that i have some indications that part of the sub was working but not quite clicking inside if it makes any sense. As i wrote many times i dont believe in miracles and i dont blame the sub for anything. From my point of view it is just another weapon in my arsenal. What bothered me was my drop of focus in the end of the 7 loops

When i used BASE i remember the max productivity and laser focus were instantly on from day one which was suprising. BASE clicked instantly and i think it was a mistake to switch subs but i wanted more. I read that USLM is more powerful. I am on the greedy side and i wanted stronger results

Maybe coffeine and alcohol is just an excuse to stop USLM. I dont really know. I am very competitive and i am never satisfied no matter how good the results because i know i can do better. Even if i was in the top of world in my working area i wouldnt be satisfied because i know if i am here someone else will come and i need better results. I am professional poker player for 8 years. We have very strong software to analyze every single thing you can imagine. In those 8 years i ran bellow expected value every single year. That means a software made the projection i should make x dollars and i made x-1 dollars every year, but i made so much money because i was studying and working harder than most people so my expected value is higher than 95% of people who are professionals. I do consider myself unlucky poker but i consider myself a very lucky person. There is an inside joke that i have such a good social life that the expected value of my social life is so high that is draining my poker $ value. I dont have fear of success so i cant say i sabotaged myself because i am afraid of success. I am on the other side that i cant get enough success. Every year i had tough milestones to hit and i reached them every year but i wanted more. In conclusion, i do think somehow i might sabotage myself but honestly i dont know how

As a creator and much more experienced person in this area you might think of reasons. Also for the same reason i think you are the best person to advice which one to run, assuming i never ran USLM

I am not sure i understand this ''when that is being fortunate and successful, as a professional poker player, you have a deeper issue to face'' If i understand correctly you mean i am afraid to be successful but the issue is that i am already successful (this year is tough though) and i am playing the higher stakes already. Its not like i am some random kid who is just starting and want to be a pro poker player. I am established in higher stakes for quite few years and i passed the threshold that some people think i am a ''gambler'' or what i do is unethical. For one because i never really care what other people think, i passed this when i was in the beginning of my career. For second i am known and quite successful which is something i want and i want it more and more magnified. If you mean something else i would be happy to read it

I appreciate taking your time to respond