02-13-2011, 12:21 PM
As far as the depression, it could have been a medication issue or the fact that I drank a lot over the weekend. I still have my moments where the depression can really kick my ass here and there. But some of it was correlated with the subliminal, the other shit going on just made it harder for me to handle. Like for me, it was the stress of money hitting me, stress of school and feeling very unmotivated and feeling like I had no purpose for my life. The other was neediness and loneliness and yes, frustration in that I felt frustrated that I couldn't get to where I wanted to be. I also didn't quite know exactly who I was. Though as the week progressed I have been feeling so much better! So it could have been sparked by taking an extra pill this week or some other effect from these meds.
