mat422 alpha journal

[Ryan]

Fortunately, dreams cannot hurt you. During my withdrawals I had the worst dreams in my life. I literally woke up everyday in a horrible state of confusion, didn't know where I was, thought I was back in 7th grade, felt like dying, the dreams literally became reality for me. Scary stuff. I also noticed later on in the day, after I'd get over the dream, I'd start feeling the emotions from the dream. If it was a depressing memory in my dream, I'd live through it again later in the day. But hey, they passed and no more, so really just have to ride it out Will get better!