Rayrocanaldo how far are you with your list and how much has it cost? I done the course on natural confidence when I first started the free confidence indigo sub, worked ok but seem to have lost effectiveness over time, I think. The reoccurring course looks like a life skill that will make all the difference.
If you can't manage the little you have now, who will trust you with more, if you can't control yourself long can you rule over others for? Its easier for a king to rule a kingdom than himself and who does want an empire? Being unconquerable lies with yourself!