Cycle 4, stage 2, day 14:
I am feeling a lot of stress and tension in my body up to the point of having headaches. I am feeling weird almost as if I was starting a depression...
I wonder if this is subconscious resistance to UMS that makes me feel that way... It is weird. I would need to look back into this journal but if I recall correctly, in the past cycles, I was feeling resistance during the 3rd stage and the second stage was smooth... Something has changed if it is now stage 2 that makes me feel this way...
Since yesterday, my system did not experience any new bugs so this did allow me to return to my refactoring effort. This is a painful task because it requires a lot of mental juice but I am willing to go through the pain because I know that the end result is going to be awesome and will allow me to build up new thing on top of the new shining architecture...
I love having visions and end up materializing them!
I am feeling a lot of stress and tension in my body up to the point of having headaches. I am feeling weird almost as if I was starting a depression...
I wonder if this is subconscious resistance to UMS that makes me feel that way... It is weird. I would need to look back into this journal but if I recall correctly, in the past cycles, I was feeling resistance during the 3rd stage and the second stage was smooth... Something has changed if it is now stage 2 that makes me feel this way...
Since yesterday, my system did not experience any new bugs so this did allow me to return to my refactoring effort. This is a painful task because it requires a lot of mental juice but I am willing to go through the pain because I know that the end result is going to be awesome and will allow me to build up new thing on top of the new shining architecture...
I love having visions and end up materializing them!
