Cycle 4, stage 1, day 9:
It has been 2 days since I have switched to cellphone playback as recommended by Shannon...
and it seems like it is doing something.
for one, I have made crazy dreams for the last 2 days while my dreaming was very quiet before that. Interestingly, they have nothing to do with money. They are related to sex/love. I am walking around and seduce and date a bunch of attractive women as if I was some sort of Don Juan...
Also, some emotions have resurfaced from a traumatic event that is almost 2 years old. Some facts of the event were cloaked. Invisible to my conscious mind. I was blind to this possible interpretation of the event because the implications of that option are real ugly but now I am seeing it... I guess seeing it is a mandatory step in order to heal and move on... Maybe it is something has stopped me from succeeding since then.
Finally, yesterday crypto markets were significantly up for the first time since a long time and my system made profits on most of its trades. This has been a very long time since it did happen...
Is it coincidence or an effect of changing my playback method?
It has been 2 days since I have switched to cellphone playback as recommended by Shannon...
and it seems like it is doing something.
for one, I have made crazy dreams for the last 2 days while my dreaming was very quiet before that. Interestingly, they have nothing to do with money. They are related to sex/love. I am walking around and seduce and date a bunch of attractive women as if I was some sort of Don Juan...
Also, some emotions have resurfaced from a traumatic event that is almost 2 years old. Some facts of the event were cloaked. Invisible to my conscious mind. I was blind to this possible interpretation of the event because the implications of that option are real ugly but now I am seeing it... I guess seeing it is a mandatory step in order to heal and move on... Maybe it is something has stopped me from succeeding since then.
Finally, yesterday crypto markets were significantly up for the first time since a long time and my system made profits on most of its trades. This has been a very long time since it did happen...
Is it coincidence or an effect of changing my playback method?
