Stage 2, day 24:
This morning, I got some major breakthrough and moments of clarity about the solution of my current design problems.
I love having this feeling as it indicates that the finish line is very close.
Unfortunately, those illumination moments also occurs on days where I have major commitmenta. I was working with great fluidity but I had to abruptly stop because today was my daughter birthday party...
I should be able to substantially move forward the development tomorrow as nothing is on the schedule...
I have been reading about the latest DMSI development just before journaling... hmm the temptation to maybe take a small break of UMS to make a short DMSI run is strong... I think that I haven't had sex since last July... It hasn't been that present in my mind but I feel a small void in that area... I wouldn't want to run DMSI for months but maybe just long enough to meet an interesting new partner that I could see occasionally... Having that in my life could possibly energize me to push stronger on my project...
Right now the idea is only at the temptation level... nothing decided... If I end up deciding a small DMSI break, that would only happen after reaching an important milestone in my project... Something along the line offering myself sexual release only as a reward to add an extra incentive to succeed... I believe this is something that Napoleon Hill was advocating doing...
Otherwise, the recommendation for UMS is 12 consecutive months... the way that I see journals... It doesn't seem like a lot of UMS users will succeed doing it... It seems to me that there are much less active UMS journals now than when the program just got released...
This morning, I got some major breakthrough and moments of clarity about the solution of my current design problems.
I love having this feeling as it indicates that the finish line is very close.
Unfortunately, those illumination moments also occurs on days where I have major commitmenta. I was working with great fluidity but I had to abruptly stop because today was my daughter birthday party...
I should be able to substantially move forward the development tomorrow as nothing is on the schedule...
I have been reading about the latest DMSI development just before journaling... hmm the temptation to maybe take a small break of UMS to make a short DMSI run is strong... I think that I haven't had sex since last July... It hasn't been that present in my mind but I feel a small void in that area... I wouldn't want to run DMSI for months but maybe just long enough to meet an interesting new partner that I could see occasionally... Having that in my life could possibly energize me to push stronger on my project...
Right now the idea is only at the temptation level... nothing decided... If I end up deciding a small DMSI break, that would only happen after reaching an important milestone in my project... Something along the line offering myself sexual release only as a reward to add an extra incentive to succeed... I believe this is something that Napoleon Hill was advocating doing...
Otherwise, the recommendation for UMS is 12 consecutive months... the way that I see journals... It doesn't seem like a lot of UMS users will succeed doing it... It seems to me that there are much less active UMS journals now than when the program just got released...
