Stage 2, Day 32 (last day!!!):
The last 2 days did suck. During last week-end, we did eat a lot of fast food/restaurants + more than usual alcohol. Nothing overly excessive but I must have eaten something really bad as I got lower back pain (kidneys?) for 2 days + very low energy level. IOW, I felt like shit.
I'm feeling better today but with being in that state, all I can say is that my sex drive took a hit and having sex was very low in my list of desires.
Tinder nurse did message me Tuesday... I didn't even feel like replying back before yesterday. I did explain her how I was feeling and she did wish me to feel better soon. I wouldn't be surprised that having sex was in the back of her mind but she didn't mention it by figuring that I would probably decline any invitation.
Yesterday afternoon, I did kick myself in the butt and I went to the gym. With high heat, I tend to prefer going at the gym in the morning but I was quite happy to meet my regular 4PM class buddies... Including cuties... Especially the very sexy black girl... She has the most erotically arousing body of all the girls going at the gym. I have to tell her that eventually... I cannot keep that for me. but this is tricky because she is in couple. She always come workout with her bf. BF that I respect. It is not my best buddy but still. BUT, I can feel that the attraction is mutual... She keep looking at me, smile at me... come over to flirt with me... the most funny subtle effort that she does is that when we run and I am THE slowest runner, it is that she adjust her pace to the same pace than me so that she can interact with me and I assume that she does that purposefully...
idk if this is possible but it seems like the more I am attracted to a girl, the stronger her attraction toward me will be... AKA some sort of auric sniper effect. It is not listed as a program feature but this experience feels like there is something along those lines into SM3. Bottomline, having sex with her would certainly be a very delicious thing to do...
finally yesterday evening... add the workout fatigue + my starting low energy state... I was simply totally exhausted. I was a walking wreck just thinking going to bed and sleep. I got sexual advances from my gf. We had sex Tuesday early afternoon after lunch... She did say that her libido was rising. I did decline because I really didn't felt it.
This morning, FB #2 (the one that I was supposed to maybe meet Monday) did text me because she wants to have sex tonight. Idk yet if I'm going to accept or not... I'm feeling better but I'm not yet 100% back up to my normal energy state.
So in summary, there are 3 women chasing after me for sex and I'm not feeling that hungry for that in the moment... That is what I call a high quality problem... That is something that didn't happen to me that often in my life... If it is my new normal with just 2 SM3 stages completed.. the abundance is going to become insane later in with following stages....
When I go to bed tonight, I will be starting to listen to stage 3... I'm very eager to see what will happen next... from past experience, stage transition are always exciting with awesome surprises...
The last 2 days did suck. During last week-end, we did eat a lot of fast food/restaurants + more than usual alcohol. Nothing overly excessive but I must have eaten something really bad as I got lower back pain (kidneys?) for 2 days + very low energy level. IOW, I felt like shit.
I'm feeling better today but with being in that state, all I can say is that my sex drive took a hit and having sex was very low in my list of desires.
Tinder nurse did message me Tuesday... I didn't even feel like replying back before yesterday. I did explain her how I was feeling and she did wish me to feel better soon. I wouldn't be surprised that having sex was in the back of her mind but she didn't mention it by figuring that I would probably decline any invitation.
Yesterday afternoon, I did kick myself in the butt and I went to the gym. With high heat, I tend to prefer going at the gym in the morning but I was quite happy to meet my regular 4PM class buddies... Including cuties... Especially the very sexy black girl... She has the most erotically arousing body of all the girls going at the gym. I have to tell her that eventually... I cannot keep that for me. but this is tricky because she is in couple. She always come workout with her bf. BF that I respect. It is not my best buddy but still. BUT, I can feel that the attraction is mutual... She keep looking at me, smile at me... come over to flirt with me... the most funny subtle effort that she does is that when we run and I am THE slowest runner, it is that she adjust her pace to the same pace than me so that she can interact with me and I assume that she does that purposefully...
idk if this is possible but it seems like the more I am attracted to a girl, the stronger her attraction toward me will be... AKA some sort of auric sniper effect. It is not listed as a program feature but this experience feels like there is something along those lines into SM3. Bottomline, having sex with her would certainly be a very delicious thing to do...
finally yesterday evening... add the workout fatigue + my starting low energy state... I was simply totally exhausted. I was a walking wreck just thinking going to bed and sleep. I got sexual advances from my gf. We had sex Tuesday early afternoon after lunch... She did say that her libido was rising. I did decline because I really didn't felt it.
This morning, FB #2 (the one that I was supposed to maybe meet Monday) did text me because she wants to have sex tonight. Idk yet if I'm going to accept or not... I'm feeling better but I'm not yet 100% back up to my normal energy state.
So in summary, there are 3 women chasing after me for sex and I'm not feeling that hungry for that in the moment... That is what I call a high quality problem... That is something that didn't happen to me that often in my life... If it is my new normal with just 2 SM3 stages completed.. the abundance is going to become insane later in with following stages....
When I go to bed tonight, I will be starting to listen to stage 3... I'm very eager to see what will happen next... from past experience, stage transition are always exciting with awesome surprises...
