Stage 2, Day 19:
Something new did happen since I started SM3 last night. I got for the first time a vivid dream. And not any type of dream. An erotic dream.
Having erotic dream is something that didn't happen to me for a very long time. Almost as if sexual urges were repressed even by my subconscious mind too! In my dream, not only it was an erotic dream, it was a dream where I was living abundance.
I had sex with at least 3 different women and one of them was a celeb singer/actress... This is weird... A recurring theme was that we had to hide away from all sort of people. Be it either, the girl family members, the mentally ill guy that rented us his apartment on AirBNB (That could make a good movie BTW), or even the whole police department...
This is weird... I guess subconscious mind must be expressing some guilt or shame related to sexuality with this aspect of the dream...
Speaking of sleep and dreams, In sync with what is written in the SM3 instructions, I do need more sleep. About 1 or 2 hours more than usual of sleep is required.
Something new did happen since I started SM3 last night. I got for the first time a vivid dream. And not any type of dream. An erotic dream.
Having erotic dream is something that didn't happen to me for a very long time. Almost as if sexual urges were repressed even by my subconscious mind too! In my dream, not only it was an erotic dream, it was a dream where I was living abundance.
I had sex with at least 3 different women and one of them was a celeb singer/actress... This is weird... A recurring theme was that we had to hide away from all sort of people. Be it either, the girl family members, the mentally ill guy that rented us his apartment on AirBNB (That could make a good movie BTW), or even the whole police department...
This is weird... I guess subconscious mind must be expressing some guilt or shame related to sexuality with this aspect of the dream...
Speaking of sleep and dreams, In sync with what is written in the SM3 instructions, I do need more sleep. About 1 or 2 hours more than usual of sleep is required.
