I am starting to feel sick... Like if I am in the build up phase of a horrible flu to come...
I am at the last day of DMSI cycle 2. Tomorrow, I'll start my 3 days break. The main reason why I changed my plan to use DMSI instead of jumping in SM3 was to see if FRM would clean out some fear out of me concerning sexuality that would stop me from achieving DMSI or SM3 goals. After 2 cycles, I am not sure if FRM did something. Others got agitated dreams or felt down emotionally. Either FRM did not find or erase fears in me or the ride is pretty smooth... This starts to make me doubt that going with DMSI instead of SM3 was the right decision... I'll have more to say about this below.
I ended reading Alan Roger Currie book The Beta revolution. I think that the author paint an accurate but depressing portrait of the current dating scene.
I made few observations during this reading.
First, the author note that according to his observations and surveys with men and women, total alpha men usually have above average penis size. And total beta men usually have below average penis size.
Call it confirmation bias but it goes in line with my own beliefs on the topic. This is certainly not the only factor and you could have huge penis beta guys and small penis alphas but it appears to have at least an influence on the self-image and your perceived sex value from others.
Everytime this idea has been suggested, some have quickly dismissed it and say that it has having nothing to do with a man alphaness.
ARC then provides 4 categories of men:
Total Alpha Men: Only in for promiscuous sex and women are in line to jump in his arms. Has nothing to do to have sex with several women. He is the chosen. He doesn't choose to be a womanizer.
Alpha men with some beta traits
Beta men with some alpha traits
Total Beta men
If I make an honest assessment of where I am, I would say that I am alpha with some beta traits. The beta traits being more or less pronounced depending on periods and circumstances of my life.
Considering that the goal that I want to achieve is to become a total alpha man, I still wonder if the best path is the sexual extension (SM3) of the AM6 program or DMSI... or if both have the potential to lead me there (ie: all roads lead to Rome...)
in any case, I continue into my 3 months DMSI commitment in case that my questionning is some sort of resistance with an open mind to what could happen but I'm still looking forward to see what SM3 will teach me and change in me...
I am at the last day of DMSI cycle 2. Tomorrow, I'll start my 3 days break. The main reason why I changed my plan to use DMSI instead of jumping in SM3 was to see if FRM would clean out some fear out of me concerning sexuality that would stop me from achieving DMSI or SM3 goals. After 2 cycles, I am not sure if FRM did something. Others got agitated dreams or felt down emotionally. Either FRM did not find or erase fears in me or the ride is pretty smooth... This starts to make me doubt that going with DMSI instead of SM3 was the right decision... I'll have more to say about this below.
I ended reading Alan Roger Currie book The Beta revolution. I think that the author paint an accurate but depressing portrait of the current dating scene.
I made few observations during this reading.
First, the author note that according to his observations and surveys with men and women, total alpha men usually have above average penis size. And total beta men usually have below average penis size.
Call it confirmation bias but it goes in line with my own beliefs on the topic. This is certainly not the only factor and you could have huge penis beta guys and small penis alphas but it appears to have at least an influence on the self-image and your perceived sex value from others.
Everytime this idea has been suggested, some have quickly dismissed it and say that it has having nothing to do with a man alphaness.
ARC then provides 4 categories of men:
Total Alpha Men: Only in for promiscuous sex and women are in line to jump in his arms. Has nothing to do to have sex with several women. He is the chosen. He doesn't choose to be a womanizer.
Alpha men with some beta traits
Beta men with some alpha traits
Total Beta men
If I make an honest assessment of where I am, I would say that I am alpha with some beta traits. The beta traits being more or less pronounced depending on periods and circumstances of my life.
Considering that the goal that I want to achieve is to become a total alpha man, I still wonder if the best path is the sexual extension (SM3) of the AM6 program or DMSI... or if both have the potential to lead me there (ie: all roads lead to Rome...)
in any case, I continue into my 3 months DMSI commitment in case that my questionning is some sort of resistance with an open mind to what could happen but I'm still looking forward to see what SM3 will teach me and change in me...
