02-08-2019, 06:17 AM
Returning to DMSI is still a week away and I'm already starting to feel its influence...
I got a jealousy/insecurity scene from my main girl last night... She starts feeling that she is not enough for me and she thinks that I am always banging other girls... The thing is I am not doing anything that could lead her that I am doing this...
In my AM6 journal, I just said that I am being very busy with my business. Pretty much everything else stopped existing except the work in the last month, including sleep sometime...
The only explanation of that is that she is starting to feel the DMSI effect and conclude that if she feels that way for me, then other women must feel it too. Hence, she feels threatened.
For the record, I am in an open relation with a low libido woman. We have an agreement that I can sleep with other women on the side... but honestly, I am not actively seeking multiple partners... It is just that if adventure opportunities occur, I can take them without any remorse...
That being said... There is some sort of manipulation game going on... I'm not clearly able to explain it... but it slightly anger me when she is imagining me banging a bunch of women and accuse me of doing that when it is possibly the very last thing that I had in my mind... The only mistress that I had in the last few weeks is my job...
OTOH, she sometimes encourage me and even kick me out of the house so that I go meet women...
What I have found out is that the rules are kinda fuzzy. I'll need to address that at some point... I can sleep with other women but preferably only in a ONS context (which isn't much my thing)... If I get along too well with another woman (ie. getting booty calls in late evening), she won't like that and feel threatened...
I got a jealousy/insecurity scene from my main girl last night... She starts feeling that she is not enough for me and she thinks that I am always banging other girls... The thing is I am not doing anything that could lead her that I am doing this...
In my AM6 journal, I just said that I am being very busy with my business. Pretty much everything else stopped existing except the work in the last month, including sleep sometime...
The only explanation of that is that she is starting to feel the DMSI effect and conclude that if she feels that way for me, then other women must feel it too. Hence, she feels threatened.
For the record, I am in an open relation with a low libido woman. We have an agreement that I can sleep with other women on the side... but honestly, I am not actively seeking multiple partners... It is just that if adventure opportunities occur, I can take them without any remorse...
That being said... There is some sort of manipulation game going on... I'm not clearly able to explain it... but it slightly anger me when she is imagining me banging a bunch of women and accuse me of doing that when it is possibly the very last thing that I had in my mind... The only mistress that I had in the last few weeks is my job...
OTOH, she sometimes encourage me and even kick me out of the house so that I go meet women...
What I have found out is that the rules are kinda fuzzy. I'll need to address that at some point... I can sleep with other women but preferably only in a ONS context (which isn't much my thing)... If I get along too well with another woman (ie. getting booty calls in late evening), she won't like that and feel threatened...
