07-24-2017, 08:02 PM
Day 24:
I haven't writing much lately. The last few days have been eventless (or I'm raising the bar for what excites me that comes from women...).
Wedding girl is still around. So we have been chating on and off for 4-5 days. She cannot meet before Saterday. I cannot determine if this is a real constraint or if she is using time to maximize my investment to use the influence principle of commitment and consistency on me. I'm fine either way.
Oh, I start to have a good gut feeling, perceived or real, when I talk to a woman that I feel attraction for whether she is sexually interested or not simply by observing her non-verbal language. When I detect sexual interest from a woman that I'm interested in, this sets in place some amplifying loop where I feed my sexual feeling from her non-verbal response and I assume that they pick it up too. I'm playing with this but I find the newly found awareness incredibly interesting...
I get very good reaction from most women that I interact with so this is solidifying my belief that I AM in fact irresistible sexually. This makes life so much more enjoyable to receive smiles and very good behavior from attractive women all the time everyday. My only hope is that I will value this benefit for the rest of my life and not take it for granted and stop appreciate it.
I'm more or less 6 days away from starting side B....The plan is to start on August 1st. I'm very very excited to see what is going to happen then...
I haven't writing much lately. The last few days have been eventless (or I'm raising the bar for what excites me that comes from women...).
Wedding girl is still around. So we have been chating on and off for 4-5 days. She cannot meet before Saterday. I cannot determine if this is a real constraint or if she is using time to maximize my investment to use the influence principle of commitment and consistency on me. I'm fine either way.
Oh, I start to have a good gut feeling, perceived or real, when I talk to a woman that I feel attraction for whether she is sexually interested or not simply by observing her non-verbal language. When I detect sexual interest from a woman that I'm interested in, this sets in place some amplifying loop where I feed my sexual feeling from her non-verbal response and I assume that they pick it up too. I'm playing with this but I find the newly found awareness incredibly interesting...
I get very good reaction from most women that I interact with so this is solidifying my belief that I AM in fact irresistible sexually. This makes life so much more enjoyable to receive smiles and very good behavior from attractive women all the time everyday. My only hope is that I will value this benefit for the rest of my life and not take it for granted and stop appreciate it.
I'm more or less 6 days away from starting side B....The plan is to start on August 1st. I'm very very excited to see what is going to happen then...
