07-13-2017, 10:43 PM
First setback with women since starting using DMSI.
First a nice surprise that turned sour.
1 day or 2 after starting using DMSI, one of my first experience was talking with a cute blue eyes blonde girl in bikini that was waiting in line right behind me in a water park. I did finish my interaction with her by giving her my full name and tell her to reach me on FB so we could hang out somewhere and take a drink.
She did pop out of nowhere tonight on my FB Messenger. I had totally forgotten about her and it took me few seconds to figure out who this hot girl was.
Unfortunately, I found out that she was reaching me out to recruit new clients for her services and when she saw that it wouldn't work with me, she just disappear as fast as she did appear.
Next, my last date I think that she decided to ghost me. What is beautiful about life, is that I'm free to attach any explanation I want on her behavior. She found me too alpha while she is seeking a beta provider. She figured that it would be too dangerous to continue seeing me. Here you go. This is what happened!
I'm guilty of one thing. I still recuperate from my 4 hours of sleep night and I haven't put myself in situation to have opportunities to meet new women in the last 2 days. Yet I'm feeling DMSI sinking deeper. As I write this post, I'm listening to it, and I feel my brain pulsing or vibrating like if there was a wave in my head.
My emotional state is nonetheless positive. My setback did pinch my ego for a fraction of second but the though that I would meet several attractive women as good or better that will be attracted to me makes me totally carefree about the rest.
First a nice surprise that turned sour.
1 day or 2 after starting using DMSI, one of my first experience was talking with a cute blue eyes blonde girl in bikini that was waiting in line right behind me in a water park. I did finish my interaction with her by giving her my full name and tell her to reach me on FB so we could hang out somewhere and take a drink.
She did pop out of nowhere tonight on my FB Messenger. I had totally forgotten about her and it took me few seconds to figure out who this hot girl was.
Unfortunately, I found out that she was reaching me out to recruit new clients for her services and when she saw that it wouldn't work with me, she just disappear as fast as she did appear.
Next, my last date I think that she decided to ghost me. What is beautiful about life, is that I'm free to attach any explanation I want on her behavior. She found me too alpha while she is seeking a beta provider. She figured that it would be too dangerous to continue seeing me. Here you go. This is what happened!
I'm guilty of one thing. I still recuperate from my 4 hours of sleep night and I haven't put myself in situation to have opportunities to meet new women in the last 2 days. Yet I'm feeling DMSI sinking deeper. As I write this post, I'm listening to it, and I feel my brain pulsing or vibrating like if there was a wave in my head.
My emotional state is nonetheless positive. My setback did pinch my ego for a fraction of second but the though that I would meet several attractive women as good or better that will be attracted to me makes me totally carefree about the rest.
