10-30-2019, 02:44 AM
Tonight is my last night of listening to loops, ive listened to anywhere from 4-10 loops with bone conductor headphones plus leave my phone running ultrasonic when i go to sleep.
Last couple days since been up till after 2am i been staying in bed till after 11am, but been awake from 6-8am on and off, but i guess lazy to get up.
Havent been to gym in 2 days i normally go fasted but after i went to poker it went long today and by 4pm felt like food so skipped gym, this i need to change tomorow.
I had a dream either after waking up and fell back to sleep this morning or last night not sure when and its not a lot i remember but will share what i can remember.
It involved 2 women, one from gym and sent a message to on instagram which didnt get returned and soon after she removed following me on instagram as she had followed me when i followed her which at that time never happened. I had also spoken to her once at the gym, but before that had been dancing in a club and she was always near by in a bar, she seemed to be near me quite often but i didnt seem to have confidence to ask her to dance, regret that after but she is very attractive.
The dream involved that lady and we were all at this dinner event thing, i wasnt going with her but she happened to be at the same event with a guy, in the dream when saw him didnt think much of him thought could of done better, maybe that was to bring a feeling up because had been interested in her but didnt act when had the chance and maybe the dream was bringing that up for some reason dont know.
I ended up at another table and was next to another lady this one is someone on instagram and tinder but never met before but lives in the same area. I ended up talking to her and making small conversation and she was laughing at times and it seemed like the conversation was going well, but i was at the dinner but wasnt with her but she was next to me at the large table for the social event.
I dont know if it means anything but it was a dream that i can remember atleast that much of it.
But it was clear who the 2 women were.
Last couple days since been up till after 2am i been staying in bed till after 11am, but been awake from 6-8am on and off, but i guess lazy to get up.
Havent been to gym in 2 days i normally go fasted but after i went to poker it went long today and by 4pm felt like food so skipped gym, this i need to change tomorow.
I had a dream either after waking up and fell back to sleep this morning or last night not sure when and its not a lot i remember but will share what i can remember.
It involved 2 women, one from gym and sent a message to on instagram which didnt get returned and soon after she removed following me on instagram as she had followed me when i followed her which at that time never happened. I had also spoken to her once at the gym, but before that had been dancing in a club and she was always near by in a bar, she seemed to be near me quite often but i didnt seem to have confidence to ask her to dance, regret that after but she is very attractive.
The dream involved that lady and we were all at this dinner event thing, i wasnt going with her but she happened to be at the same event with a guy, in the dream when saw him didnt think much of him thought could of done better, maybe that was to bring a feeling up because had been interested in her but didnt act when had the chance and maybe the dream was bringing that up for some reason dont know.
I ended up at another table and was next to another lady this one is someone on instagram and tinder but never met before but lives in the same area. I ended up talking to her and making small conversation and she was laughing at times and it seemed like the conversation was going well, but i was at the dinner but wasnt with her but she was next to me at the large table for the social event.
I dont know if it means anything but it was a dream that i can remember atleast that much of it.
But it was clear who the 2 women were.
