Woman magnet start stage 1 day 4 start date Jan 8th

[Alpha Male mo]

So I was in the forum reading one of Shannon's old post on woman magnet and it being a boot camp for the mind. One thing that really stood out was stage 1. He said something like its the stage where he throws you in a deep ocean and you have to get yourself out...something like that. Then he states that it's the stage where you hit the ground running.

So today was evidence of that. I literally had the worst day, where my beliefs were challenged. I just felt so low, partly because I had 6 hrs of sleep which made me dizzy and really tired. I just felt really awkward and off. I'd try to talk to a girl next to me but nothing came out. I felt like I had so much pressure in my body that I couldn't relax the whole day in public. I had some negative beliefs pop into my head but then a small positive talk inside would change that. I know I still have to finish the 32 days of stage 1 to see the full results but right now this program is pushing me hard. The weird thing is I don't really feel any anxiety while listening to the program but it's like it manifests when I'm in public. I don't look at people directly, sometimes I'm on my phone avoiding eye contact. I feel socially awkward but I know wm is working on something deep.