04-23-2016, 06:25 PM
I had a strange dream the other day. So it all started with me taking off running with another guy running just like me. There was a girl who had a gun and was hunting us down. I didn't know the guy personally or the girl but she was eager to take us both out with a shot gun and a bow and arrow. The guy got shot and fell in the water but I quickly escaped to the woods. I was scared out of my mind because it didn't make sense at first.
Then I realized that I was sub consciously afraid of Alpha feminists, I don't know why I cant explain how or why. It's kinda sad but I guess it's the Alpha in me. I realized that many times society tried to feminize men. Anyways that was last week.
This week stage 4 week 1 has been amazing
First I've been cocking with the women in my class and it's been automatic playful and some sexual in it to. Online I met the best girl probably in the world and she keeps hinting to visit I her but she lives really far but it's no problem. I've joined a dating site recently and I've noticed in getting checked out by ransoms girls every time it's awesome. Also today while I was picking up my brother from school I was in the car ready to go. So as I was backing my car back from the parking space I noticed a hot gorgeous woman with the biggest nicest ass and gorgeous too look at me from a distance and smile. The crazy thing is I don't know how she noticed me since I didn't see her whole I was getting in my car and the way the car was positioned it was impossible for her to see me without having to look inside my car directly from a distance. Yet she manage to make eye contact. I've also noticed that with women I get noticed instantly in a crowd of people especially if I'm going out to a place where the people know me, it's weird. For example, I can have 15 people ahead of me waiting and let's say I ordered a meal before but went to the bathroom, the person (woman) would be able to pick me out within a second. It's like I have a bright color and the whole world is black and white or color blind.
Then I realized that I was sub consciously afraid of Alpha feminists, I don't know why I cant explain how or why. It's kinda sad but I guess it's the Alpha in me. I realized that many times society tried to feminize men. Anyways that was last week.
This week stage 4 week 1 has been amazing
First I've been cocking with the women in my class and it's been automatic playful and some sexual in it to. Online I met the best girl probably in the world and she keeps hinting to visit I her but she lives really far but it's no problem. I've joined a dating site recently and I've noticed in getting checked out by ransoms girls every time it's awesome. Also today while I was picking up my brother from school I was in the car ready to go. So as I was backing my car back from the parking space I noticed a hot gorgeous woman with the biggest nicest ass and gorgeous too look at me from a distance and smile. The crazy thing is I don't know how she noticed me since I didn't see her whole I was getting in my car and the way the car was positioned it was impossible for her to see me without having to look inside my car directly from a distance. Yet she manage to make eye contact. I've also noticed that with women I get noticed instantly in a crowd of people especially if I'm going out to a place where the people know me, it's weird. For example, I can have 15 people ahead of me waiting and let's say I ordered a meal before but went to the bathroom, the person (woman) would be able to pick me out within a second. It's like I have a bright color and the whole world is black and white or color blind.
