03-08-2016, 08:46 AM
So it's been an up and down week with great days and awful days.
The good days were Friday and Saturday.
Friday I had the hottest girl in my class approach me sand we started talking. The funny thing is I thought that some of the people in that class were avoiding me at one time. But I noticed that as I continued talking with this hot girl, I had like random people come and sit next to me. Like a lot of people standing or sitting near the same space with me and this girl. Also on Saturday I had another hot girl online getting sexual with me. I didn't see as much because it's online and people tend to be different in person.
The bad: I have insecurities popping up like usual but it's getting depressing because I keep having days when I remember all the opportunities I missed with women. I have this sense that I will remain single forever, I won't find the girl I want. Sometimes I feel like girls are repelled at me when probably in reality they are not. It can get pretty low sometimes. I've been so sexually heightened that It's kinda making me needy and it shows.
So I've had the good with the bad
The good days were Friday and Saturday.
Friday I had the hottest girl in my class approach me sand we started talking. The funny thing is I thought that some of the people in that class were avoiding me at one time. But I noticed that as I continued talking with this hot girl, I had like random people come and sit next to me. Like a lot of people standing or sitting near the same space with me and this girl. Also on Saturday I had another hot girl online getting sexual with me. I didn't see as much because it's online and people tend to be different in person.
The bad: I have insecurities popping up like usual but it's getting depressing because I keep having days when I remember all the opportunities I missed with women. I have this sense that I will remain single forever, I won't find the girl I want. Sometimes I feel like girls are repelled at me when probably in reality they are not. It can get pretty low sometimes. I've been so sexually heightened that It's kinda making me needy and it shows.
So I've had the good with the bad
