02-26-2016, 01:02 PM
I'm halfway thru with stage 2 and I've noticed I'm getting extremely tired but more in my mind.
I'm super horny like all the time, so when I'm online I get sexual with women fast because I want to fck then so often times I end up creeping them out.
But this stage has been one of those stages that brings resistance. It's not like fear resistance but nothing resistance.
I feel like nothing is happening, stage 1 was good but stage 2 kinda feels like it's still on stage 1 but knowing me, it usually takes 28-30 days to see results. I'm only 2 weeks in so I might be rushing it.
But I have noticed women checking me out, one in particular keeps eying me in class a lot and several others. My class is a huge class with more than 30 students so we have a big lecture hall capable of housing 300 people.
Bad: I'm getting more drained in the brain. At times in class I can't concentrate
I was thinking about using the meditation set brainwave from Shannon since I bought it a long time ago and haven't used it. Plus I read a research that brain wave entrainment boosts brain power.
Personality: I feel confident like I can take on anything. I feel like women are just women. They are not trophies or prizes just women. I wish I knew that before AM6 and WM. I'm more focused on filling my life with very very sexy women that will please me or just be my friend.
I know women manifestation isn't until later on in 3rd stage and/or 4th but I feel like it's possible to have an endless stream of women especially with the Internet. I'm already talking to a girl online that's sending me nude pics that lives nearby my house.
I mean it's crazy how changing you're perspective changes everything around you.
I'm still battling old thoughts popping up. Some old patterns appear then disappear. Then appear again then disappear.
Lastly:
I've been getting mixed reaction from girls like for ex. They would be giving me positive body language like one girl sitting with her legs crossed pointing to me while I'm sitting 2 inches away from her then she turns her body completely away from me. It's frustrating and annoying. We talk a lot, she isn't really attractive( the old me would've though she was an 8) but she does have a nice body and is very tall.
I'm super horny like all the time, so when I'm online I get sexual with women fast because I want to fck then so often times I end up creeping them out.
But this stage has been one of those stages that brings resistance. It's not like fear resistance but nothing resistance.
I feel like nothing is happening, stage 1 was good but stage 2 kinda feels like it's still on stage 1 but knowing me, it usually takes 28-30 days to see results. I'm only 2 weeks in so I might be rushing it.
But I have noticed women checking me out, one in particular keeps eying me in class a lot and several others. My class is a huge class with more than 30 students so we have a big lecture hall capable of housing 300 people.
Bad: I'm getting more drained in the brain. At times in class I can't concentrate
I was thinking about using the meditation set brainwave from Shannon since I bought it a long time ago and haven't used it. Plus I read a research that brain wave entrainment boosts brain power.
Personality: I feel confident like I can take on anything. I feel like women are just women. They are not trophies or prizes just women. I wish I knew that before AM6 and WM. I'm more focused on filling my life with very very sexy women that will please me or just be my friend.
I know women manifestation isn't until later on in 3rd stage and/or 4th but I feel like it's possible to have an endless stream of women especially with the Internet. I'm already talking to a girl online that's sending me nude pics that lives nearby my house.
I mean it's crazy how changing you're perspective changes everything around you.
I'm still battling old thoughts popping up. Some old patterns appear then disappear. Then appear again then disappear.
Lastly:
I've been getting mixed reaction from girls like for ex. They would be giving me positive body language like one girl sitting with her legs crossed pointing to me while I'm sitting 2 inches away from her then she turns her body completely away from me. It's frustrating and annoying. We talk a lot, she isn't really attractive( the old me would've though she was an 8) but she does have a nice body and is very tall.
