05-07-2016, 09:38 AM
So I'm nearly done with my stage 4 run and here's what I've noticed so far, key emphasis on noticed. Sometimes I'm oblivious to things when I'm out in public because I'm not focused on events rather than just being. So I've noticed when I go out in public women that I know and most people in general usually have a close personal space with me. So instead of them standing like 2 feet away when talking I've noticed that they stand close to me invading my space in a good way. I've had not so attractive women addicted to me, I mean like texting me non stop, showing a lot of skin etc. the only problem is I'm not very attracted to them on any level. I've had another girl who is a model but I'm not really attracted to her but she keeps inviting to hang with all her guy friends on my work days lol. Tbh she isn't drop dead gorgeous that I'd drop all my stuff and chase her, she does have a good body but I'm not really attracted to her. I kinda wish I didn't work so much especially overnight because I would have more opportunities to go clubbing etc. tbh I've been a workaholic and haven't had time to enjoy life. This sub has made me realize what I've really been missing in life. I've also noticed that I'm much more calmer and in control but still feel like my life can change. Through out the day when I have thoughts of girls I missed my chance with because I was either to afraid, didn't think I deserved them or was too much of a coward to take a chance with them. Very very hot girls then and now.
I've become more opportunistic and I've accomplished a lot of things that I couldn't before
For the first time in my life I'm actually chasing my dreams
I've become more opportunistic and I've accomplished a lot of things that I couldn't before
For the first time in my life I'm actually chasing my dreams