@voytrk
Starting stage 3
It’s more of socialite programming continues. I’m struggling less with socializing with girls. It seems easier to flirt more and talk woman language. And humor it’s not as irritating. Working with a lot of girls so it’s much more fun.
People seem to think about me, and tell me they did.
Negative: I was bombarded non stop with thoughts of the only girl the meet my criteria from 4 years ago, that I also felt an almost psychic connection with. I didn’t want to think of her. I failed with her sexually.
I messaged her on Facebook. Have not heard back. I think she has serious boyfriend and might be a fiancée. That thought of that KILLED me inside.
Sometimes I wonder if was imagining that psychic connection ( I was able to read her thoughts off and on). If it was in fact a connection.
If I was, I will bury all thoughts of her and move on. Even if hurts.
Starting stage 3
It’s more of socialite programming continues. I’m struggling less with socializing with girls. It seems easier to flirt more and talk woman language. And humor it’s not as irritating. Working with a lot of girls so it’s much more fun.
People seem to think about me, and tell me they did.
Negative: I was bombarded non stop with thoughts of the only girl the meet my criteria from 4 years ago, that I also felt an almost psychic connection with. I didn’t want to think of her. I failed with her sexually.
I messaged her on Facebook. Have not heard back. I think she has serious boyfriend and might be a fiancée. That thought of that KILLED me inside.
Sometimes I wonder if was imagining that psychic connection ( I was able to read her thoughts off and on). If it was in fact a connection.
If I was, I will bury all thoughts of her and move on. Even if hurts.
