10-06-2010, 11:44 AM
Well so far I've been reporting that Women are never on my mind but since starting Stage 3 that isn't strictly true. Every night during Stage 3 I've had a dream where various Women, fictional women I've never met, are turning up and being very interested in me. It's a different Women each night; they have faces and personalities so they aren't just archetypal images of 'Women' as a whole sex but each seem to carry a uniqueness about them. It's very odd and I can only think it's my subconscious processing what "abundant Women" means to me and so is creating images of many different interested women to prove this to itself. To put this in perspective, I never tend to dream vividly about Women; indeed my dreams tend to be much more chaotic and meaningless. And again, to put this in perspective these dreams have only been happening during Stage 3. Well, it may not have been just Stage 3 as I tend to forget most of my dreams but I can say these dreams are continuing from night to night and hold a poignancy that carries over into the day.
In real life I feel really enthusiastic not just about my future with Women but my future as a whole. And Women do seem a part of that. I'm really enthusiastic when I think about Women but I still tend no to think about them. Sort of like I doubt that a man who has millions in the bank tends to think a lot about Money. I'll keep you all updated as things progress.
In real life I feel really enthusiastic not just about my future with Women but my future as a whole. And Women do seem a part of that. I'm really enthusiastic when I think about Women but I still tend no to think about them. Sort of like I doubt that a man who has millions in the bank tends to think a lot about Money. I'll keep you all updated as things progress.
“To be normal is the ideal aim of the unsuccessful.” - Carl Jung
