09-19-2010, 03:20 PM
(09-19-2010, 02:58 PM)Ryan Wrote: Just be honest and tell them you don't want to settle right now then push things forward and you shall get exactly what you want
Yeah, Ryan, but I will have to get through my paradoxical aloofness first
.Yesterday I had a great eye contact with a girl whom I found attractive (beautiful intelligent slim and tall brunette) and you know, after those couple of seconds, it will usually naturally revert to a mutual smile.
As soon as it began appearing on her face, I began smiling too, except for the fact that my little "I do not need you, princess" devil inside suddenly took over and my smile came out like a dismissive sneer.
I was like "what the fuck, man" to myself seconds later, pity, but I guess it is a bulk load of my previous frustration with women showing now in enjoying having the upper hand.
Small worries, I know now, it will be cleansed later on too, balancing me to become more warm and pleasant to women again.
