09-03-2010, 06:55 AM
Bit of a weird few hours before at work. I was having what you could call resistance; my first bit of resistance of the sub. Internal, concious resistance only though. Externally there was absolutely no sign of it. I was shocked how my behaviour was influenced from a much deeper, truer part of myself than my current mood. I don't even know what I was 'resisting', I just felt a little glum whilst none of my actions reflected this at all. In fact I can't even call them 'my' actions, it was as if I was a puppet to my subconscious. I now feel totally back to normal again and in-alignment with the beliefs that pull the strings. We make a good team. Stage 2 is having a desensitising effect on me; I'm now completely chilled and relaxed around any women, no exceptions!
“To be normal is the ideal aim of the unsuccessful.” - Carl Jung
