08-22-2010, 09:01 AM
(08-22-2010, 04:04 AM)WildFlower Wrote: I could've got major, major reactions last night but I over did it. I went to a gathering to see my friend who is moving to London after graduating uni and getting a job down there. He'll only be up here every couple months now so it was a big occasion. Everyone ended up getting pretty drunk including myself. And drunk to the point I just wanted bed; I had, had enough. The sings where there though from Women all over though I was just to drunk to care.
I had the most vivid dream ever this morning where I was just stood in front of the mirror admiring myself. It seemed more metaphorical than pure narcissism, although I admit there was a lot of that as well. I do generally feel Women Magnet is pushing me into two directions; both towards and away from narcissism. I think very highly of myself yet everything I do lacks conceit. It's really odd but in a good way.
I'm already feel the effects of Seize the day kicking in, and honestly it was just what the doctor ordered.
Narcissm isn't exactly a bad thing. In fact, a person [i]needs a little narcissm in order to keep themselves stable and also to ensure that they take care of themselves. The only time it's a problem is when it gets out of hand but I think that the Alpha Set (and possibly Woman Magnet) is keeping you "down to earth" so to speak.
There are some people however that are too obsessed with their appearance, and will actually use them to seduce or control.
