08-09-2010, 01:28 PM
(This post was last modified: 08-09-2010, 01:29 PM by WildFlower.)
I feel very balanced at the moment. Balanced yet expanding. Everything feels in equilibrium yet I continue to grow. In all directions. I feel zero worries, zero anxieties, much more in touch with my emotional, emphatic side (I think that is to do with the natural grounding I've been doing), abundant energy, and a real life force.
The past 5 months have been 5 months of massive intellectual growth for me which I'm certain was sparked by the Alpha set. I have become so immersed in learning and expanding my knowledge; becoming as free thinking as possible. The upshot of this is that at times I have preferred to withdraw within myself and enjoy my thoughts rather than socialise. This isn't a negative, it has been extremely positive and enjoyable. With the Women Magnet sub kicking in though I've found the flexibility to totally come out and give the external environment my full attention. I can instantly turn socialising on whenever I feel like it, and return as quickly as I want to my precious alone time spent reading a book, doing some jogging or weightlifting, walking my dog, etc. This is what I mean by balanced; both sociably and independently I've never had so much depth. I didn't think it was possible to have both but it feels right now I have an abundance. The great thing is I don't feel it slowing down any time soon.
I got a lot of attention from girls at the weekend. I don't know why but I didn't act on it. This is in stark contrast to the past few weeks where I've been almost like a dog on heat. I wasn't concerned about acting on it this week though, just totally chilled and content. Got wolf whistled today whilst looking my worst on a jog.
The past 5 months have been 5 months of massive intellectual growth for me which I'm certain was sparked by the Alpha set. I have become so immersed in learning and expanding my knowledge; becoming as free thinking as possible. The upshot of this is that at times I have preferred to withdraw within myself and enjoy my thoughts rather than socialise. This isn't a negative, it has been extremely positive and enjoyable. With the Women Magnet sub kicking in though I've found the flexibility to totally come out and give the external environment my full attention. I can instantly turn socialising on whenever I feel like it, and return as quickly as I want to my precious alone time spent reading a book, doing some jogging or weightlifting, walking my dog, etc. This is what I mean by balanced; both sociably and independently I've never had so much depth. I didn't think it was possible to have both but it feels right now I have an abundance. The great thing is I don't feel it slowing down any time soon.
I got a lot of attention from girls at the weekend. I don't know why but I didn't act on it. This is in stark contrast to the past few weeks where I've been almost like a dog on heat. I wasn't concerned about acting on it this week though, just totally chilled and content. Got wolf whistled today whilst looking my worst on a jog.
“To be normal is the ideal aim of the unsuccessful.” - Carl Jung
