On Stage 2 on of Alpha Male 6 currently, almost stage 3. I just had a crazy dream where I choked my brother to death my bare hands for some reason, I waited around 10 seconds, felt his throat get slimmer and thats when I knew all his air was gone. I let go, I feel him breathing out of his mouth just a little, and then I go back and try and finish the job for a couple more seconds more before letting go and saying "I love you, I can't let you go!" regretting doing what I just did and with the hope that my second attempt to kill him, didn't. Then started crying in dream and woke up crying uncontrollably at the of thought having killed or possibly almost killing my brother in my dream but also at the horror of why I would dream that, and the thought of not wanting to lose him and just thinking about how much I love him. I'm still getting a tight jaw and watery eyes just thinking about it and typing it. Never had a dream like this, hurting a family member, but I was curious if the sub was the cause, who knows.
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