For me it's a sense of despair... That I'll never become the kind of guy that girls wanna fuck. The sensation of impending worthlessness transfers over to my everyday interactions and I'll turn anti social. I become the "no-man" if that makes sense. It usually only lasts a few days thankfully.
That and I lose sleep, it's worse that the sense of despair since I know Shannon's subs try to work things out during sleep. Hard to tell if it's the subs energy sourcing keeping me up or if it's some form of resistance where my subconscious is trying to prevent it from processing the healing from DMSI. Maybe a combination of both?
That and I lose sleep, it's worse that the sense of despair since I know Shannon's subs try to work things out during sleep. Hard to tell if it's the subs energy sourcing keeping me up or if it's some form of resistance where my subconscious is trying to prevent it from processing the healing from DMSI. Maybe a combination of both?
