10-04-2018, 04:10 AM
(10-03-2018, 07:39 PM)Zane Wrote: I have noticed that I have this fear of taking responsibility. It more like fear of leadership.
Its like I fear taking it cause I will mess things up. Idk how to overcoming that. I am confused and full of doubts. Infact I doubt myself and my decisions.
I also come across days where I feel as if I have "No emotions" as if I have "No soul".
I do stuff but there isn't any happiness, Euphoria from it. Due to this I can't stick to that task for a long time.. Everything becomes boring.. Everything.
To me this sounds like a fear of failure. However I think Shannon will says this all comes down to fear which is what he a working to smash.
See how you go with the 5 loops for 3 months solid. Let's not jump around let's stick with it for 3months.
After that we and he will know whether this helped it if we should jump onto dmsi.
OF3 5.75.7G 13/15Vol
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
