5 Loops from Tomorrow ..
My Subc is real Bitch. Today I did 3 loops and another 2 loops (after reading 5 loops discussion between Jake and Shannon).
While I was listening to 4 loop I was really pissed at myself for being in this mess and hated myself for being stuck in this reality.
A reality where I wanna do stuff but my subc makes it real hard for me. Yesterday my mom told me something about my grandfather and it made me realize that where is this shit coming from. Its like I have to break this "Curse" which is stopping future generations from achieving that goal which is related to financial freedom.
Anyway that's a different topic..
My problem is that I can't seem to form any good habits. Like I wanna read books related to personality development and financial success but I can't seem to stick to it.
I got "Rich Dad and Poor Dad" I read half the book in like 2-3 days. But after that I can't move forward. I can't get my subc into that mindset. I have no idea how my days flew by.
I did read my work related text books but it gave me nausea but I still picked it up and read but now I have touch those. It was only for like 10 days... Now I have to see if 5 loops will do any good. I even avoid journaling and replying to PMs.. Procrastination and Laziness, exhausting feelings takes over.
My Subc is real Bitch. Today I did 3 loops and another 2 loops (after reading 5 loops discussion between Jake and Shannon).
While I was listening to 4 loop I was really pissed at myself for being in this mess and hated myself for being stuck in this reality.
A reality where I wanna do stuff but my subc makes it real hard for me. Yesterday my mom told me something about my grandfather and it made me realize that where is this shit coming from. Its like I have to break this "Curse" which is stopping future generations from achieving that goal which is related to financial freedom.
Anyway that's a different topic..
My problem is that I can't seem to form any good habits. Like I wanna read books related to personality development and financial success but I can't seem to stick to it.
I got "Rich Dad and Poor Dad" I read half the book in like 2-3 days. But after that I can't move forward. I can't get my subc into that mindset. I have no idea how my days flew by.
I did read my work related text books but it gave me nausea but I still picked it up and read but now I have touch those. It was only for like 10 days... Now I have to see if 5 loops will do any good. I even avoid journaling and replying to PMs.. Procrastination and Laziness, exhausting feelings takes over.
