Ultra Motivation-5 Loops

[Zane]

Today is my day 2 of break from sub. ASRB.

Today me, my sister and my younger were talk about stuff and things which I thought I had totally forgotten. I got a nostalgic feeling from all that and it started to make me wonder how things have changed in past 14 years and how time passed by.

Things which I thought I would achieve in 15 years back then.. Yet I havnt.

Mostly it's all Career related. But idk my procrastination and immaturity ruined all that.

Looking back makes us all wonder about the hours and times we have lost. How things could have been better.

What matters is that you are trying to move forward and havent given up.

I still do wonder if this is the right sub for you, and do feel UMOP would have been the better choice. Do you feel this is the right sub?

Do you feel you have executed any sub at all and if so which and what did you execute?

Tbh the only thing this sub help me start was my Business. Thats all it has helped me to achieve in last 30 days and the skills required to start that. Specialy Social Skills ..Which btw is awesome.

But I also wanted make a habit to study,read book and textbooks daily. Which I was able to do for like 7-10 days but after that I am not able to make up my mind. Its like impossible.

Its like my mind is jumping like monkey and its hard to make it sit down and study. like ADHD type.

I do have noticed some improvement in memory and recall stuff but its not enough.

Also when ever I take Two days ASRB break..I feel not so good. I mean I waste time and sleep all day long in those two days.

Idk what my next sub should be..I am too tired right now even to thing about a new sub. Will try my best to listen to it for another month and see where I go.

Maybe things will happen or improve slowly..Who knows.