Ultra Motivation-5 Loops

[Shannon]

That's unusual. The best thing I can think of is that maybe DMSI was in the middle of working on/healing something that wasn't quite complete.

Yeah, even I was wondering that maybe something still needs to be addressed. I remember using OF-5G but I don't remember feeling this much of fear.

I mean I am even in state of fear when in day time. WTF..?

Also Majority of time I just used DMSI3.2 A.. I used "B" for a total of 37 days in 4 month journey of DMSI.

Since Many of u guys are using DMSI for like a year..So maybe I also need a longer run. I did read few journals where they said 2nd run of DMSI was easier but they used the same version when new versions wasn't out.. They took a month break before getting back.

I also told my homeopathic doctor about this fear thing and he gave me some med and advice. I do feel less fear since then but still there..

It seems like that is the most likely explanation... it wasn't finished digging out a prominent, deep fear yet.

I notice you are only using one loop of UMOP and having resuistance headaches and fear based nausea. That means some part of you is extremely afraid of executing. I wonder why you didn't just do the 3 loops the instructions told you to do?

Yes, even I think that is what's happening and only explanation. So I plan to use DMSI again, after UM-OP ofc.

When I first started UM-OP just doing 1 loop will give me fear based nausea and headaches.. But now I am using 2 loops. Weird thing is that now I feel less nauseous but more nauseated after finishing 2 loops..

Motivation is only a little bit..On DMSI bloom I wanted to do nothing..I mean nothing was feeling lazy and was in bed.. But on UM-OP there is a slight change.. I now atleast try.. Before not even that.

I will slowly up it to 3 loops as u recommended.

Allow me to point out to you that instructions are not recommendations. They are specific instructions on what to do to make the program produce the best results.