08-05-2024, 06:10 AM
(08-04-2024, 07:11 PM)thectexperience1 Wrote:(07-30-2024, 07:57 AM)ReconGunner Wrote: Called it. Subconscious resistance. And apparently my subconscious doesn't like being called out...
Last night, in the middle of the loops, I had one of the worst acid reflux attacks I've ever had. However, instead of leaving my phone in the bedroom while I was in the bathroom coughing up whatever, I took my phone into the bathroom with me. So I was at least still getting the loops.
More optimistically, I hope that this was my subconscious making its last attempt of major resistance.
Dragging your phone with you in the middle of that...now that's dedication to the cause. Well played!
Funny thing is, since then, I realized that I was viewing my subconscious as an opponent. Now, I'm developing empathy for my subconscious - even for myself as a whole. This happening on USLM suggests that I've been internally conflicted, and that conflict has been a barrier to success.
