02-12-2019, 11:05 PM
I had my interview today. I feel pretty neutral about it. I didn’t have any anxiety though, so that’s good. It was a pretty low energy affair to begin with, so I really don’t know. I should know something in two weeks or a little more.
I have been thinking about the way the three versions of USLM have had such different effects on me. I started using this for the external effects. I needed some stuff I was trying to make work to work immediately and without a hitch. Version one delivered the second I hit the play button, and it delivered big time. Version two gave me some real drive to get things done, but the luck manifestations and the sense that the universe was helping me along lessened. There were some great internal changes that helped me deal with things, but they didn’t work out any better than they did before I started using USLM. In fact, either right before or right after I switched to version three, I had a massive stroke of bad luck where with a job interview. I am quite convinced that USLM helped me to ace the interview, but something went wrong anyway.
Now, on version three, while my attitude is better but after three months of using it exactly as directed , I can barely tell that it’s doing anything, and I seem to be back to spinning my wheels on getting anything to that I’m trying to make happen to happen.
I have a theory. I think that the FRM may actually be getting in the way of my executing the functional parts of the program. I have no idea why that would be, but it seems to me that the stronger the FRM has gotten, the less I have seen in external results. It may be due to my personality type, or might be because I am used to pushing through fear and doing things I am afraid of.
I have a feeling that this will be significantly better on version four (and have been experiencing what might be TID) but I would find it very interesting to see what a version with all of the improvements but no FRM would do for me.
I have been thinking about the way the three versions of USLM have had such different effects on me. I started using this for the external effects. I needed some stuff I was trying to make work to work immediately and without a hitch. Version one delivered the second I hit the play button, and it delivered big time. Version two gave me some real drive to get things done, but the luck manifestations and the sense that the universe was helping me along lessened. There were some great internal changes that helped me deal with things, but they didn’t work out any better than they did before I started using USLM. In fact, either right before or right after I switched to version three, I had a massive stroke of bad luck where with a job interview. I am quite convinced that USLM helped me to ace the interview, but something went wrong anyway.
Now, on version three, while my attitude is better but after three months of using it exactly as directed , I can barely tell that it’s doing anything, and I seem to be back to spinning my wheels on getting anything to that I’m trying to make happen to happen.
I have a theory. I think that the FRM may actually be getting in the way of my executing the functional parts of the program. I have no idea why that would be, but it seems to me that the stronger the FRM has gotten, the less I have seen in external results. It may be due to my personality type, or might be because I am used to pushing through fear and doing things I am afraid of.
I have a feeling that this will be significantly better on version four (and have been experiencing what might be TID) but I would find it very interesting to see what a version with all of the improvements but no FRM would do for me.
