02-03-2019, 12:56 PM
I had a lot of dreams again while I was sleeping and running my loops today. I only remember snippets of a much larger story, but I recall that it was one of those long shifting things that seem to last all night. Weird, I usually just black out and wake up.
- I had reconnected with one of my exes. I got together with this girl right when I went to the second college I went to. The relationship didn’t last very long, but she made a real impression. I was kinda messed up about losing her for, like, a decade afterwards and it negatively effected my life choices and relationships. I’m OK now, but I still think about her sometimes to this day. Anyway, I don’t remember what happened between us, but I do remember writing her an email or something that said I’d really enjoyed reconnecting with her and trying to friend her on Facebook or something like that.
- I was sitting on the couch over at someone’s house. They were there but I don’t know who it was. There was a bloody king cobra slithering around. It got angry, and I was sure it was going to bite me. I didn’t think I’d make it if I ran so I tried to think of a way to escape. All I remember it doing was biting one of the blankets on the couch.
- I was in a situation that would cause me considerable personal embarrassment if anyone saw the evidence of it. I was struggling to clean up the evidence before people who would arrive any minute got there. Not going into detail on this one.
- When I was trying to go back to sleep I had already read RT’s above comment and was thinking about how my wife might be holding me back and success in general. I had a half dream kinda thing where I was rising into the air. I went so high I could clearly see the curvature of the earth and landed on a ledge on a cliff face that was behind me. I thought something like “this is too high I could go much lower and still be really high up there.” But I decided to stay at the level I was at. I noticed that the cliff behind me went much higher so I didn’t even have to stop there.
It seems to me that after three months (as of the 7th) the FRM is now doing something on a more conscious level. I don’t know what that might mean or how switching versions (hopefully next week) is going to effect progress.
- I had reconnected with one of my exes. I got together with this girl right when I went to the second college I went to. The relationship didn’t last very long, but she made a real impression. I was kinda messed up about losing her for, like, a decade afterwards and it negatively effected my life choices and relationships. I’m OK now, but I still think about her sometimes to this day. Anyway, I don’t remember what happened between us, but I do remember writing her an email or something that said I’d really enjoyed reconnecting with her and trying to friend her on Facebook or something like that.
- I was sitting on the couch over at someone’s house. They were there but I don’t know who it was. There was a bloody king cobra slithering around. It got angry, and I was sure it was going to bite me. I didn’t think I’d make it if I ran so I tried to think of a way to escape. All I remember it doing was biting one of the blankets on the couch.
- I was in a situation that would cause me considerable personal embarrassment if anyone saw the evidence of it. I was struggling to clean up the evidence before people who would arrive any minute got there. Not going into detail on this one.
- When I was trying to go back to sleep I had already read RT’s above comment and was thinking about how my wife might be holding me back and success in general. I had a half dream kinda thing where I was rising into the air. I went so high I could clearly see the curvature of the earth and landed on a ledge on a cliff face that was behind me. I thought something like “this is too high I could go much lower and still be really high up there.” But I decided to stay at the level I was at. I noticed that the cliff behind me went much higher so I didn’t even have to stop there.
It seems to me that after three months (as of the 7th) the FRM is now doing something on a more conscious level. I don’t know what that might mean or how switching versions (hopefully next week) is going to effect progress.
