09-15-2021, 11:16 PM
(This post was last modified: 09-16-2021, 02:47 PM by ncbeareatingman.)
'I HEARD the news today Ohh boy,about a Lucky Man,who made the grade" John Lennon......
Yesterday mid afternoon,I was deeply asleep,,,,,, the day and night before,I'd played UMSv2...
UMSv2 had knocked me out.....
I had a very meaningful dream.....right before I woke up......I was on a train that looked like the one's you'd see in an Alfred Hitchcock Movie with a very good friend of mine, Daddy Bear Darrell. we've been platonic freinds for 25 yrs now, he lives in another state but we connect often by phone, He is an Transcendant Alpha Male, very evolved Man on many levels... In many many ways he is the Father I never had, spiritually,emotionally and energetically.
He is also one of the deepest listener's I've ever known. His positive impact in my life has been remarakble.
He also has this amazing ability to accept other people are they are ,where they are and how they are, as such and if they change , same thing.....all without negative judgement. I have seen him do this many many times, and have spent much time with this master teacher/mentor/father figure of mine.
I grew up with a 'biological Father,so wounded he was incapable of being loving or expressing anything close to it without being full on drunk,( a very responsible functional-dysfunctional drunk. always worked two jobs, got drunk on weekend only!! it was pure hell though!) and flat out refuse to change or evolvement,mean spirited and hurtful to the entire family. physically abusive, sometime but verbally abusive often. wounded alpha male narcissist.
sperm donor,putting a roof over a childs head and food on the table,that was it ,granted those things are damn important but clearly that is not the entire scoop of things.
None the less so in the dream I had, Darrell and I were on this train, sat right next to him and ask him in a slow way, "Do you look like your Dad" and then he said "Purdy Much" and then I burst into a thousand tears and wept my heart out,i cried with my whole being...I soaked his lap and just wept and wept, my whole body shook.... I had absolutely noooo fear of being this open hearted with him. theres more to this dream but that was the strongest part to the mutliple dream sequence I had.
FRM 5.0 and emotional healing aid pain relief ,working!!!
UMSv2 we're on the right track and train!! Ha!! All aboard!!
TJC!! ( the journey continues!!)
Yesterday mid afternoon,I was deeply asleep,,,,,, the day and night before,I'd played UMSv2...
UMSv2 had knocked me out.....
I had a very meaningful dream.....right before I woke up......I was on a train that looked like the one's you'd see in an Alfred Hitchcock Movie with a very good friend of mine, Daddy Bear Darrell. we've been platonic freinds for 25 yrs now, he lives in another state but we connect often by phone, He is an Transcendant Alpha Male, very evolved Man on many levels... In many many ways he is the Father I never had, spiritually,emotionally and energetically.
He is also one of the deepest listener's I've ever known. His positive impact in my life has been remarakble.
He also has this amazing ability to accept other people are they are ,where they are and how they are, as such and if they change , same thing.....all without negative judgement. I have seen him do this many many times, and have spent much time with this master teacher/mentor/father figure of mine.
I grew up with a 'biological Father,so wounded he was incapable of being loving or expressing anything close to it without being full on drunk,( a very responsible functional-dysfunctional drunk. always worked two jobs, got drunk on weekend only!! it was pure hell though!) and flat out refuse to change or evolvement,mean spirited and hurtful to the entire family. physically abusive, sometime but verbally abusive often. wounded alpha male narcissist.
sperm donor,putting a roof over a childs head and food on the table,that was it ,granted those things are damn important but clearly that is not the entire scoop of things.
None the less so in the dream I had, Darrell and I were on this train, sat right next to him and ask him in a slow way, "Do you look like your Dad" and then he said "Purdy Much" and then I burst into a thousand tears and wept my heart out,i cried with my whole being...I soaked his lap and just wept and wept, my whole body shook.... I had absolutely noooo fear of being this open hearted with him. theres more to this dream but that was the strongest part to the mutliple dream sequence I had.
FRM 5.0 and emotional healing aid pain relief ,working!!!
UMSv2 we're on the right track and train!! Ha!! All aboard!!
TJC!! ( the journey continues!!)
Sherlock-your're an amazing fellow,Watson.Though You,yourself,not luminescent, you're an amazing conductor of Light"/"Loving You ,Heals Me"-an-NDE'er.""Blessed are those who can give without remembering and take without forgetting."-Trust is abouve ALL else!!"Money,does NOT change people,it ONLY reveals them!"
