07-26-2019, 02:00 AM
Lots of fights and arguments and frustrations stemming from overuse - I only say this to underline that there is a very clear link between using beyond what is suitable. As soon as I do a run outside of the 7x1 secondary asrb I begin arguing and having stand offs with different people - including my partner.
after about three days things settle down. I come back to myself and , from a much more grounded place, I begin working toward whetever goals I have.
Goals are a funny thing though, I don't achieve them normally (limiting belief - yes I know) as there seems to be an ego identity locked up in them and as soon as there is a problem, the ego gets triggered and I wind down my efforts. In choosing my goals this time I want to remove the ego wants and subordinate the physical outcome of the goal to the practice of higher values- this will help manage the mad Ego I have hopefully.
ION my ebay sale didn't work. Most methods for earning money I can see in front of me require very significant investment in learning and capital. That's fine by me - not disallowing the unexpected to happen, i'm going to choose something to focus my energies on.
E-commerce seems the most obvious and it's somewhere I can have immediate application/learn by doing.
after about three days things settle down. I come back to myself and , from a much more grounded place, I begin working toward whetever goals I have.
Goals are a funny thing though, I don't achieve them normally (limiting belief - yes I know) as there seems to be an ego identity locked up in them and as soon as there is a problem, the ego gets triggered and I wind down my efforts. In choosing my goals this time I want to remove the ego wants and subordinate the physical outcome of the goal to the practice of higher values- this will help manage the mad Ego I have hopefully.
ION my ebay sale didn't work. Most methods for earning money I can see in front of me require very significant investment in learning and capital. That's fine by me - not disallowing the unexpected to happen, i'm going to choose something to focus my energies on.
E-commerce seems the most obvious and it's somewhere I can have immediate application/learn by doing.
Your task is not to seek for Love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.
