UMS. Let’s get at it

[Paul1131]

I find myself getting increasingly stressed by disorder in my environment. Cleaning this place is not that hard of a task really, but looking around at the clutter as I work is making me feel overwhelmed and angry. I am focusing it on my wife, but that’s not fair. She was pretty neat and ordered when we got together, and tried to clean up after my massive messiness for years before she just gave up. My resentment is misplaced, and it’s not very productive. My stress comes from having to look at the disorder that I’ve allowed to dominate my life for so long, and the sense of overwhelm at the effort it’s taking to correct the situation. One step at a time Paul.