Thanks Shannon, yes, I do know it’s imaginary and irrational. I also know it’s very surmountable once my irrational subconscious gets the message about what my conscious knows. That’s just what my subconscious is throwing at me right now. I just wanted to record my impressions in case it’s helpful to you. Me being able to perceive that big old knot of fear, and how that was what was stopping stuff from happening is a big change for me. So is knowing more about what exactly those parts of me are afraid of. Now it can be dealt with properly. This is kind of amazing.
As to what the sources of these fears are, simple. Fear of dissolution of the ego, and fear of responsibility for the fears existing in the first place. A big part of me wants my failures and “limitations” to be someone else’s fault. Of course, they aren’t.
As to what the sources of these fears are, simple. Fear of dissolution of the ego, and fear of responsibility for the fears existing in the first place. A big part of me wants my failures and “limitations” to be someone else’s fault. Of course, they aren’t.
