UMS. Let’s get at it

[Paul1131]

ME: Ok, I just had something happen that hasn’t happened since a few weeks into LTU. I had a really vivid daydream, in this case about fighting my first girlfriend’s dad. (Don’t judge, he was a real piece of work) it was really intense and immersive, complete with anger, elevated heart rate and adrenaline dump. I got it under control when I realized what was happening, but damn that one was intense. It tried to come back on me twice too. My ability to control it seemed better somehow though. I’m not sure what’s going on with this, these bloody things had gone away on LTU, and I really hadn’t missed them.