07-30-2019, 06:26 PM
While I was driving in to work tonight I was thinking about my thought patterns. I realized something. Our financial situation would be causing the “old me” to be crawling out of his skin with stress. Even when I was on LTU I felt quite a bit of stress about it, and that was before my wife got laid off. Today I realized that as bad as it could look on paper, I feel zero stress about it. I mean none, zip, zilch nada.
It also seems to be helping me have the energy to keep up with my absurd number of work hours. I didn’t used to like working overtime, but now while there are still overtime hours to work, it seems a matter of course that I get every penny I can while the getting is good. This opportunity isn’t going to last forever, and I’m going to save as much as I can in the meantime. Heck, next week and perhaps the week after I’m going to work seven twelve hour shifts, and I’m actually looking forward to it. That gives the bigger better manifestations the time to happen.
I do wake up tired as hell in the morning, (not from the sub) but that goes away as soon as I’m up and I just feel determined to do what I need to.
It also seems to be helping me have the energy to keep up with my absurd number of work hours. I didn’t used to like working overtime, but now while there are still overtime hours to work, it seems a matter of course that I get every penny I can while the getting is good. This opportunity isn’t going to last forever, and I’m going to save as much as I can in the meantime. Heck, next week and perhaps the week after I’m going to work seven twelve hour shifts, and I’m actually looking forward to it. That gives the bigger better manifestations the time to happen.
I do wake up tired as hell in the morning, (not from the sub) but that goes away as soon as I’m up and I just feel determined to do what I need to.
